jess_loves_pat2004

ive only seen his beautiful face twice in my life, and i wish i could be with him every second of the day. he is a wonderful person with a good heart, and he only has good intentions he is a really smart guy and i know he is true to me, i dont think age should be the biggest factor. i dont love him because i need him i need him because I LOVE HIM. this sucks. what is my life now- i cant even leave the house for two years. and its not like i was ever a crazy teen because i make the right choices and i respect my elders and listen to them, i respect my parents, i realize they are the ones who keep a roof over my head and gave birth to me, etc., i just think i ***ing deserve some freedom and the right to do things on my own and make decisions for myself once in a while and i dont think they have any place to judge him because they dont know who he is. my dad has threatened to permanently scare my love's life if i even wrote him a freaken email. oh when i am 18 im moving out, what kind of life is this, i know there are people who have it worse obviously, and people that would love to have half of what i have but parents here a hint for u- give me a freaken break okay.

oh and i forgot to mention how my dads bestfriend is a cop so they got all the info on my boyfriend and everything and if they even see one sign ive tryed to contact him online or on the phone theyll send the police to his house right that second and my dad wants to put all his effort into getting my boyfriend charged etc. i told u the age difference didnt i- he is 20 and im 16, will be 17 in may. Please i need someones advice- i feel like i have no one. i have been so depressed over the last few days but i know i have to learn to accept the things i cannot change and have no control over. my dad followed me while i was out with my boyfriend and somehow found out his liscence number. i love him more than anyone on earth, i would easiy give up what i have for him and his happiness is essential for mine, he works very hard and this has stressed him out a bit and i just want him to be careful whatever he does and take care of himself because he is someone that i feel i could spend the rest of my life with- which surprised me because i am so young i didnt think id find someone like this - i love him and he means the world to me, i just wish we could be together sometime before next may when i turn 18. Please someone give me some advice. email removed email removed