It's not getting any easier for me, but I thought that was the point. For things to get easier.
If anything, it's only gotten harder for me as the days go by. You're still not mine. You're still not hurting. You're still not thinking of me. You're fine... and that's great, because all I ever wanted was for you to be happy. But it breaks my heart. Over and over and over again it breaks my heart because it feels like things will never get better.
I miss you so much. I wish I could tell you that, but I can't.