TigerVeryBlue

DAY 1 Of No Contact And Day 1 of The Rest Of My Life Well after 4 1/2 years of on and off including a short marriage of 15 months I know now that I have to let go. It hurts me to know that every time we get back together. Nothing ever changes with her. I lover her to bits but a relationship is a 2 way thing. Its about giving and receiving things like, love, respect, honesty. and understanding. I know its me that's always the one that gets back in touch. but it has to end today last night was the final straw, I felt totally used The anger I am feeling is astronomical, not just about the way she treats me but also how her family and friends don't like me all based on the attention seeking untruths told I do hope that there is a future but I have no hope she will change. This time its up to her but only if she can change . I hold out no hope of her calling texting or anything so if she can not be bothered to make the effort. THEN WHY SHOULD I Message to self. leave the booze alone so no drunken text