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    Yes, your thinking is correct. If she really wants to reach out in a meaningful way she will have tried again. Often there is no real interest there and even if they reach out it is just to see if you will respond. Hopefully you stayed strong.
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    So I don't know...Its been about 6 weeks since I blocked her on all social media and added her number to the reject list. Today for whatever reason I unblocked her. I guess I'm not looking to reach out, or have her reach out to me again. I actually don't expect it at all this time around. I think having someone blocked means they still hold an emotional trigger to you, and I'm just ready to move on. I won't be contacting her. Its put to bed, and I'm moving on with a different chapter.
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    Day 26 - Saw last night by chance that she reactivated her public figuer Facebook Modelling Page after a year of inactivity. I blocked all her other pages so it caught me off guard that this one was reactivated at the end of January and came up on my feed. I went ahead and blocked it too yesterday. I don't want her thinking about me as an option anymore. She made her choice with this current guy(then said she must be cursed because the guy she moved in with didn't tell her all his secrets until after, one of them being the very same reason she broke up with a previous ex.) No reason at all to contact her anyway next week after 30 days. She's the past.
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    Yup its too soon. You wont feel any better for saying sorry, and if he doesn't respond, you'll feel much worse. Say sorry if you run into eachother down the road. Don't give up!
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    Day 23(ish) - I say "ish" as I don't remember if it was 08 or 09 Jan when I last text'ed her. Anyway, it seems like I was suffering up until the weekend, now that it is a new month, I guess I've come to the conclusion that she is behind me. We've gone a month and just a little bit more without talking, but never past 60 days. She has always contacted me. I'm thinking something might come along around Valentine's Day, or before her birthday in April (So she can get more presents) She broke up with her last long term boyfriend in March a couple years ago (I've read it happens alot after Valentine's Day), so I expect I will hear from her, for presents or money...
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    Keep up the good work! I've bounced back and forth between contact and NC, and although always hopeful, I always end up disapointed that I didn't move on. I feel the same for her that I did last summer, but am tired of the lies and being let down. I'm maintaining NC this time until I get my life in order. There is no point being in contact until I improve myself anyway. You might not feel different after 30 days NC, but the point is to get rid of the raw emotions that betray you, and plan for your own future. You can do it.
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    Day 18 (ish) I've been here before, yet you always find a way to sneek back into my life through texts and emails in the middle of the night when you're drunk and asking for money because you're stranded in a bar somewhere, or haven't paid your phone bill. I don't know why it has been so hard for me the last couple of days. You are all I think about throughout the day this week. It is such a dysfunctional relationship but I crave you despite everything. Ughhh. On a side note a had a dream that 2 beautiful and sl_tty women wanted a 3some with me. I started kissing them then they laughed and pulled away. When I asked what happened, what was wrong, they said I talk to much about politics and it was boring them. Lol. Hopefully I'll have better success in my dreams tonight...
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    Gughhhh, dying so badly just to text you right now. You are my sweet poison, my dark goddess. We haven't spoken or written eachother since 08 Jan, but the last two days have been Hell. I have never been this addicted to anyone. I love your bi-polar craziness. I have never met anyone as beautiful, or disfunctional as you. I see your smile, your smell, your soft tattoo'ed, pierced Mexican/Irish curves and my stomach is a pit of lava. You are a sweet liar and a succubus, willing to say or do anything to get what you want. I'm the only person who has ever rejected and broke up with you but it kills me. I want to fall into maddness with you.
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    Just what's on my mind...not looking for a critique or if its even good. Just need to get it out Through magick’s veil in astral realms; I thy presence still doth seek, Time passes without claim on enchanted mystique, Though spirits waver and sorrow overwhelms. 2 darkened cups brilliance now gone; For me your luster never waivers, Stinging texts tear me far from favour, A union of shadowy corpses still carry on. My goddess muse how I pine for thee; A grave my endless state, The love I hold shall never abate; Despite silence be the spoken decree. 1 more turn of thy attention grant; A pleasing ode to thee my spirit yearns, Fate draws constant my soul to thee it burns; On Tattooed skin and heart your are forever stamped.
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    I find it interesting that you are tying current realities to future expectations of happiness and success. Just because you drive a Mitsubishi now does not mean that you and your future wife can not be driving BMWs and have LV accessories later on. We design our futures by our daily actions. 7 years ago I was a debt laden, newly married university student living in a bachelor hovel. We had nothing. Now my wife and I have a 5 bedroom Victorian on 11 acres and both drive an Audis. Our possessions do not make us who we are, but through vision and hard work we were able to build a better life together. You can easily do the same for yourself if you want it. Believe in yourself!
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