onlyhansel

I don't miss you. I realize that now. All this time the only thing I've missed is what I pictured you to be upstairs. I've tried to contact you, foolishly. You've never, EVER intiated contact with me. Never put yourself out there for US, only for yourself. If you didn't see any gain FOR YOU it wasn't worth doing. Selfish little girl...in that way I pity you. You may have your pride intact your entire life, but you'll never be close to anyone unless that attitude changes. If that ever happens, I'll hate you even more because you robbed it from ME. I put the time into our relationship, I made nearly all the effort while you sat there and had a little pity party for yourself in your happy place. ALONE. You're a weak person. Stay in your shelter. I tried to be with you and you kicked me out too. Maybe we're all doomed to suffer in our own way.