peaches08

Why do you keep dumping me? Why, when I simply try to stop a fight is it always that I'm tossed out of your place? Why do you want to hurt me?

I don't know what happened. Well, not exactly. You simply cannot be honest with me. You lie to me like you lie to everyone who comes in contact with you. I asked over and over for you to tell me what was on your mind. You kept saying nothing. You told me you loved me, always looking for me to say it in return. Why? Do you know what love is? You didn't love me, you just wanted to hear me say that I loved you. I think it's part of the control issues you have. Like why you keep texting me. Why continue contact with me saying how you hope we can be friends and that you hope I am happy...YOU broke up with ME. I asked for no contact, you couldn't do it. Then you forwarded messages from your boss to you, since your drunk behind is in trouble with him and you're about to lose a promotion for the THIRD time. Uh-uh...you lost your emotional support from me when you dumped me. I know what you really want: once again you dumped me without really wanting to dump me. Well, tough sh*t this time, I'm gone. I allowed myself to be treated like I am nothing for the last time. They say no contact should be for 90 days, well how amazing is it that call block lasts for 90 days? If you contact me after that 90 days, I'll see how I feel then as to whether or not I'll respond or renew the call block. But for now, I hope your heart aches terribly.

Why, WHY have you done me this way? I loved you! I put up with your alcoholism, porn addiction, anger issues...and you break up with me over a misunderstanding? OK, I can accept the break up. I'm a big girl. But why, WHY send me "I really do love you" texts, then follow it one minute later with a "Ah a nite alone Hey wanna tag team Cole's girl" that was meant for one of your guy friends??? How in the world is it possibly OK to joke about wanting to sleep with someone else's girl if you love me? How? I am truly perplexed. Joke or not, HOW do you say anything like that to your guy friend one minute after texting that you love me?