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I wish you would just change your mind and wake up!!! Come back to me baby I'll make you so happy I promise. I don't care about all your baggage and your situations. Your family will love me one day I know it. I wish I could just forget about you but I cant why did yuo do this to me?

It was tough seeing you today. I hope you heard in my voice how happy I am. You looked really unhappy and probably are anyways! I still love you &this is really hard for me. Please contact me so we can talk it out

You tricked me into beliving that you were the one that we were going to have babies and that you were leaving your wife for me. You came to my house with a suitecase and asked me to believe and trust in our love that that would overcome all. So I did. I know you still loved her but listend to all your stories on how you wanted to start a new life - finally be a father and dreaming up a woman like me. I belived. You left me after one week with a broken lease and no where to live becaue we were moving out to start that new life. You texted me that same day you were going to talk finacial with her then droped the bomb you promised you wouldnt.You couldnt go through with it. Too much family pain. How about all those things you said to me? You choose me you loved me and I loved you. I still love you and you know that I would never be the same. Neither will you. But you gave up so soon and choose a life of unhappiness. You will figure it out one day- I hope you didnt go back because of other people and that you went back to her because you were going to change your life around and stay commited for another 18 years. I feel so bad that you we put her through this because of our selfish love affair. You damaged me for life. I will never be the same. I have never been so played in my 27 years! That will be the last time I get hurt you older confused mid life crisis of a man.

Dave- I want to accept but I feel like he needs to know how Im feeling and I want to know what he is feeling!! Help!