Nugs

3 months now. After all that time together, it is nothing. I don't cry every day now, but there is a dull ache of nothingness and meaningless every second of every day - even in my sleep. I speak, I work, I go out a bit even, but it's there like a sort of soundproof, dull, cloudy bubble around me stopping me from actually existing like I used to. It's as though the last 18 years didn't happen. You've stolen them.