yellowclaw1030

I finally completely deleted all reminders of you and completely blocked you from everything. At this point while i still love you, i am extremely angry at the person i have recently found out you are. You betrayed me, the one person always at your side and there for you. I have never been so hurt in my life to have a person cheat on me, drag me along, then say they want to work things out but then less then a month later already dating someone else, so much for taking some time to work on yourself. You are such an ugly person inside, i should have known better when you told me how you pretty much cheated on two ex boyfriends but i thought people change and you were always so nice to me at first. I was so blind, i should have broken up with you before Christmas when i brought up a few concerns in the relationship and you did nothing about it. I fell for your begging, i was weak and blind in love, never again. It will take me some time to get over such a big betrayal in my life and to ever let someone get so close to me again but i will come out stronger, i know now my self worth. Hopefully you dont do the same to me , to this new person you are dating. No one deserves this much pain, i will keep putting one foot infront of the other and fighting through it till i am stronger then i ever was.

" If you are really with this new guy i hope he makes you happy i really do but just know that if you are in fact with him i have lost completely all my trust and belief in you you have become someone i dont know at all, you told me only a week ago you were not with anyone and before that that you wanted to work things out with me but needed time to work on yourself and become happy again. Lastly i take back my apology and guilt for looking at your phone and breaking your privacy because it showed how dishonest and a cheater you are, on top of now being a lier. I think you really need to take a look at yourself because being dishonest, untrustworthy, and jumping from relationship to relationship is not healthy especially when you walked out on the one person who was there for you during all that you recently went through, more then even your family was. You said you didnt want to drag me along and felt sorry for everything you have done to me but your actions show the complete opposite. You have hurt me more then imaginable"