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  1. everytime i start a thread, ofcourse im going to expect bashing from someone or another. No i do not like the fact that she finds me perfect, although its nice, i dont find it practical. I am not using her "bipolar" against her, which they are not even sure if she is or she isnt. I am only speculating occasionally from her behaviors, and i happen to be a healthcare professional myself and so is she, so i know how to pick up signs and symptoms. I am not bashing on her. Im only concerned about her behaviors sometimes. Shes a nurse btw, for the person that asked. Why does everyone think that i hate this girl, or that im so horrible to her? The problem is, i havent made a thread titled "all the wonderful things i love about my gf." Thats why...so everyone just hears the bad, which as a normal human being, one can have complaints about things here and there. Is this forum not for people to ask questions on things they are dealing with? I am sometimes confused on how to react to and understand certain things that happen and i like insight from other people. I am perfectly aware of the fact that i will receive insight that is negative. For those guys that like the baby-talk, good for them...i cant tolerate it on an every single minute basis, and i was just curious of how many girls on here act that way or not, thats all
  2. Her baby-talk to me at least represents her showing signs of being in a manic phase (one of the phases of bipolar)...its i feel like as if an inner part of her making her act like that and i just wonder to myself why in the world she is acting and sounding retarded like that. I'll even joke around with her occasionally saying "did u smoke something today" or "are you on drugs" but in reality im actually implying that shes acting a little out of whack. She finds it cute and being silly...i can take being silly because im not a serious type of person, but there is a limit on how you express that sillyness and how much. Great metaphor there raykay, thanks. Her passive-aggressive behavior towards certain situtations and circumstances makes me feel as though its very difficult for me to reason with her. Its like she'll just throw in the towel, and i feel its as if shes confused on how to be around me. I dont feel that "not drinking anymore at all" would be the solution to her problems but instead learning how to control herself when she drinks. Entirely eliminating her silly side and the babytalk is not the answer, its how to learn to do in moderation according to your age and the day and time. This is I do find difficult to deal with, is that everytime i bring up something, this is the way she responds. Its either "fine i wont do that anymore" or "No, this is the way i am, why cant u just accept it." Once again, im back to my original statement, no middle ground...which to me makes it very difficult when it comes to compromising. Theres certainly more issues than just her baby-talk, that i could definitely say, but i just brought this up because yesterday i hit the ceiling on it.
  3. your poor boyfriend...he shouldnt have to refrain himself from being excited of seeing another woman naked, a celebrity for that matter. Any normal guy that you date is gonna have celebrities or any other people that they find attractive, and if they dont, theyre lying to you. There is nothing wrong with being attracted to another individual while being in a relationship. Its acting upon that attraction that would be wrong Do not let your insecurities penalize him for something YOU believe to be sooo wrong when in fact its just a normal reaction. This is all part of growing up and accepting reality for what it is. Those that dont want to accept reality are usually left as being insecure, jealous and angry. Now you wouldnt want to be that way would you? Insecurity and jealousy are probably the two biggest turnoffs in my book.
  4. Im assuming you are being sarcastic, lol...its hard to tell sarcasm on the internet
  5. I question our compatibility from time to time. She finds me perfect (or so she states) while i seem to dislike certain things about her. Alot my dislikes arise from the fact that i feel like i sometimes dont know who im really with because she shows me so many different sides of her. I like many things about her, i like our general day in and day out compatibility and how much fun we have together and how wonderful she is to me. Its the little things that concern me. Especially the little things that change from time to time. Theyre not always consistent. Some days they are present, and some days they are not. Its difficult to explain, but she can be in a different mood very quickly and its unpredictable, and its also very drastic. No gray matter, one extreme to the other. So its hard to figure out whom im really going out with. Who is the real her? Her giddiness is her being on high note, her seriousness/anger is her being a low note, and then when shes drinking, shes serious but in a very seductive and horny type of way. She does let herself go, but i dont think its from an insecure standpoint. When i ask her, she doesnt seem to see or feel as though she acts so very different when shes under the influence, but i notice it right away. She talks different to me. Its a more "sex-focused" or seductive tone, and she has seriousness (but in a good way), no giddiness, and likes the sex to be very aggressive and rough (no boundaries). I think her giddiness are a coverup for her inside anger, not necessarily for anything with me. She said she was being herself and that she thought i was ok with her acting like that. Her acting giddy and excting and hyper help prevent and cover up her mood swings/anxiety. Its like they distract her or disallow her from falling towards that way. I dont think shes comfortable enough with being somewhere in between because she might feel she cant hold onto herself and she'll slip into a depressive/anxiety phase where she can be real bad. That is my postulation from having known her for almost a year now. Her resolution/answer to the statement i made to her earlier was "fine, i just wont act like that at all anymore." Same thing happened when i told her sometimes she acts very flirtateous and "loose" when shes drinking, like saying stuff in front of my friends that she prolly shouldnt say and wouldnt say if she was sober, or letting herself get into sexual affairs or seductions with other females (she has a bisexual side which i spoke about in another post), and her conclusion was, ok so maybe i shouldnt be drinking, i wont drink anymore. She draws very strong thoughts. She lives in a way where she just accepts things the way they are, like if i ever tell her i dont like something or to try to do something differently, her answer is usually "why cant you just understand that this is the way i am." Very solidified towards motives and ways of being. Like i said, one extreme or the other.
  6. ive dated many women...some particularly older than me....only this one girl has acted this baby-ish and cute in her manner of speech on this consistent of a manner. Too much giddy = no good...especially when shes even giggly during sex. There is an entire lack of any sexiness or seductive tone (except if shes under any influence). Expressing your emotions are the point of the matter, not the lack thereof. So dont generalize on that context and try to defend female "tendencies."
  7. Well this much ill make clear to you...the way you interact and have friendships/relationships with females (of any sort) will never be the same as you have with your boys. At least it shouldnt be. Dont treat women the same as you treat your boys. They dont expect to be treated like that. Guys are very laid-back and open with one another and act rough, reckless and wild. Alot of girls are not always so used to that, unless theyve known you for a while. Now that would apply for a girl whom you just know perhaps as a friend. If its a girl you are trying to approach or have a date with, a whole new ballgame. Dating isn't easy, but it can be fun. Try to approach women with the confidence and attitude that THEY have to try to win you over. Reverse the game back on them. Women usually go on dates, to evaluate the guy, and see if they'll agree to a second date, agree to let you touch, feel, kiss, have sex, etc. Let yourself be the judge as well. Let the girl feel as though she has to win some of you over as well. Dont make yourself so readily available and be willing to say yes to everything the girl says at first. Now ive had numerous girls approach me, and either ask me out, give me their number, etc...and i usually "gave them a shot." I would go out with them and see if they were fun enough for me, if they can show me a good time. Now the same would go if i were to approach a girl and try to get to know her. I would evaluate her and get to know her in a way where to see if she can show me a good time. Ive said that to women before a date, ill be like "well we can hang out this weekend, i wanna take you out and we can get to know each other better, ill see if you can make me laugh and see how much fun i can have with you." You gotta see how their mindset immediately flips towards being all nervous trying to figure out how to make sure they show a good time. You cant ever let them know this, its not really a game, its just getting to see if you really can have fun with that person and they can show you a good time. You dont wanna be dating someone thats boring that you cant have fun with now do you? The order of dating goes as follows --> physical attraction--> approach --> see if your personalities match --> attraction towards hanging out with the person/enjoying their company --> consistency --> relationship. I miss a few steps in there, but my point is, it all begins with physical attraction, from both ends, there must be something there to initially attract, otherwise one party will reject. Chemistry is built in the 4th or 5th step of that, not initially. The only initial thing is physical attraction, and that my friend does not take chemistry, it only takes hormones and taste. Dating will take many trial and errors in most usual cases, except for the lucky (or unlucky) ones who find that first love and it works out. I personally like dating more and going out with lots of people before i find the one. Gives you a better taste of whats out there and better appreciation of what you have at the end if its good. How would you know its good if you dont have enough people to compare to? Youre still young. Enjoy your youth, dont jump into anything serious unless its really good and you feel as though no other girl can top that one. Dating can be fun, only if you let it be.
  8. I dont think its a big deal at all. At that age, inviting someone over to spend the night is just a friendly gesture showing you want to spend time with him and he'll be excited by the idea of it. Only problem, some guys think that is an automatic invitation for sex...not sure if you guys are past that yet or not...but if not, he'll think that is what you have in mind. Hey, if that is what you have in mind, then thats makes it simpler. If not, he might be expecting something to happen, and if it doesnt, he might wake up upset the next day. Depends on the individual and your relationship.
  9. oh dont get me wrong, i dont mind being silly...i love play wrestling, tickle wars, playing in the snow, teasing one another, pranking jokes on one another, and just plain buggin out and laughing in stupid ways. I think its exactly what u stated last, the baby-talk thats getting to me more than anything. Like she'll be like "awww i bub you schhooo muchh." She recently started saying "i bub you" instead of "i love you." And i find it annoying after a while of her repeatedly talking like that all day long. Especially when sometimes she just keeps talking and talking and is maddd hyper, and when shes excited, she naturally acts baby-ish, it just comes out of her, she just talks like that. I just find it very not "woman-like" at her age to be acting like that all the time. And if shes not acting like that, like i said, shes all serious and when shes serious, she seems angry.
  10. I dunno what it is, but maybe im just too old for it, but im getting annoyed at my gf acting too giddy, cute and silly all the time. The thing with her is she is either one extreme or the other. If shes happy, shes REALLY happy and excited and cant seem to sit still and acts very giddy and cutesy and gay. At least i find it kinda gay. It just gets overwhelming and annoying sometimes to hear her sound like my little 4 year old cousin. Like today when she was leaving, she goes "gimme a kissy-wissy." I was just turned off and im like am i going out with a 14 yr old. I mean my gf when i was 17 used to act/sound like that. Shes 24. When i sorta told her tonight that i sometimes get annoyed when she overdoes it with the sillyness, she started crying. The other thing is, if she acts serious, its usually cuz she is in a bad mood or upset or angry. That is her serious side, a cold, angry, no fun type. So she cant seem to figure out why its difficult for her to act somewhere in between. She suffers from depression/questionable bipolar (her MD not sure yet). Im just wondering if girls tend to favor towards acting like this with their boyfriends, and why? Because i know they dont act like that with their regular friends (guys), but act all cute and giddy with their bf and makeup cute little words or terms for things in the relationship and all. Dont get me wrong, I dont mind silly jokes and laughing and im not the live seriously and act like a grown up type, i love to have fun and bug out, its just overdoing things in that funny voice or baby-talking that gets me annoyed.
  11. yea she stated to me, "well i guess i shouldnt drink so much anymore"...and i told her that that is NOT a solution to all this...that still leaves your intentions, desires and thoughts up in the air...not drinking only gives her a way of not letting that side of her come out so easily but it doesnt bring out the truth and get to bottom of the matter. If she cant handle her alcohol, she needs to learn how to, by 24 you would think she'd be able to, especially since she has been drinking since 15. If the real her comes out when she drinks, then she can admit that, and she can work on that and try to figure herself out. If its just that she gets wild and loose when she drinks, thats another story. If she doesnt trully know herself, then how can she expect someone else to understand her and get to know the whole her. If she cant trust herself, with or without alcohol, then how does she expect me to trust her.
  12. sorry to repost, but i felt as though i might have put it in the wrong forum originally, and the title wasnt what i wanted it to be before, sorry to those who might come accross it twice this would also possible be good for the trust forum...thanks again to those who read and contribute
  13. Well if some of you who read my other post a few weeks back, it was about how my g/f slept with another female while on a trip out of the country, with another classmate, and told me as soon as she got back. She stated she only did it because i told her i was i was alright with her bisexual views. I never thought her being with another female would enrage me so much so i let her know i felt. I originally thought it wouldnt pose a threat to me if she was bisexual, but i only realized after it was too late of how turned off i would feel. She was very sorry for it and begged me for forgiveness, so I forgave her on it because she said she was willing to let go of that side of her and only be interested in me and no1 else and that nothing of that sort would ever happen again. --> this is the original post from the first topic - Last weekend, me her and my friend and his gf went away on a ski trip weekend. We had our own cabin. My gf just met these people for the first time. The 2nd night we were there, we all were drinking. My gf started getting a lil loose and blunt. She was acting very happy go lucky and giddy. She started putting her arm around the other girl, acting very friendly with her, acting excited around her company, tickling her, wanting me to take pictures of the two of them. She at one point blurted out, "when i drink or smoke, i get very horny." She even earlier in the evening (before drinking) looked down her pants at the other girls lingerie that she had planned for her bf, but she stated that they were talking about it earlier. I felt very uncomfortable about it at the time, mainly because of what had just taken place a few weeks back. It made me begin wondering if this was the true her, being very close and friendly with other females, especially when under the influence. It made all confused about what she had stated to me after the japan incident, that she wouldnt act that way and was willing to let go of her lesbian ways. The part that concerns me alot is that she acts VERY different when she in under the influence of alcohol as compared to not, even when it comes to the sex between us. Shes alot more open and aggressive even with me in bed when drinking. I didnt say anything during the trip, but when we got back i did bring it up. Then the next day, my friend actually gave me even more info, he said that at one point when i was in the kitchen, she went into the bathroom with the other girl, and asked her "if she was only straight." My friends GF felt very uncomfortable at that point, and clearly said yes she was only straight. She stated that she felt that if she said that she does go both ways, that my gf wouldve pounced on her. After hearing that, i was just enraged. I couldnt believe my ears. I was totally hurt and felt disrespected once again. When i brought it to her attention, she stated that she was just being friendly with her, trying to become friends, and that she had no intentions of anything. She stated that it was just a question out of curiosity, nothing more. She said shes very friendly with females like that all the time, with her mom, sister, cousins, friends, etc. She said she wouldnt ever lie to me, and what she said a few weeks back, she meant. She said she wanted the whole weekend to be for us together, nothing else. She didnt have any thoughts towards anything of that sort. I am in a difficult position to believe her now. I dont know what to do. I dont know how to trust her at this point. A part of me wants to believe her, but a part of me is very hurt and mad. I dont know what to believe at this point. I dont know if my gf is TRULLY capable of fully letting go of her bisexual nature, even if she states she has no interest in anyone but me. She stated last night when we spoke, that she still calls herself bisexual but just says that she doesnt practice it right now. But then she also stated that if her and I were to break up, she would go back to that. This is all is very confusing. I dont know what to tihnk. I cant stand the thought of her being interested in anyone but me At this point, even knowing that the thought might cross her mind enrages me. I dont know if deep down inside, she ever would fully let it go. I get afraid of how she might be if shes drinking, and im not around. And you know what they say, when u drink, the truth comes out...so i wonder. BTW, if the whole thing with her and another female didnt happen a few weeks back, i wouldnt have even thought anything of this, but the fact that it did, and especially that its sooo fresh in my mind still, is what confuses me and hurts me more than anything. I wouldve thought that she wouldve been smarter than to do something right in my face that might remind me or make me question her desires, especially so soon. I dont know whether to stay in this relationship or not. this new incident is only pushing me further to wonder whether my GF can TRULLLYY let go of her bisexual side or if its just something she says she wants to do just for the sake of wanting to keep this relationship alive...i dunno what to believe at this point My girl has never lied to me up until this point and has always been 100% open about everything, but its still hard for me to believe everything, because right now i believe the "other side" of her can come on at anytime, and thats what i cant trust. Am i overanalyzing this or do i have every right to doubt her trust at this point?? I know i prolly left out some details or what not, please ask if u need further detail on anything. This post is not questioning whether what my GF did the first time around was cheating or not, because I already established that with that it was and she accepted it and apologized deeply. I just need feedback on what i stated the topic was, as well as what you might think this last weekend represented, thank you. Sorry to make it so long.
  14. i think some of you are missing my point...i already know what she did in japan was cheating and i told her that and she promises it would never happen again..she has cheated on me, i know that, she knows that! my question is, was what happened last weekend with my friends girlfriend a display of her not being able to fully let go of her bisexual nature? although she didnt exactly do anything really physical with her aside from putting her arm around and being kinda close to her at times, and asking if she swung both ways...im just asking everyone whether or not that whole display of extra friendliness towards another female is her in a way displaying that she is still in touch with her bisexual nature and doesnt even realize it and is in denial? because thats what shes basically stating, being in denial of having done anything while on this last weekend, no intentions on anything with the other girl, blah blah
  15. this is the original post from the first topic -
  16. this new incident is only pushing me further to wonder whether my GF can TRULLLYY let go of her bisexual side or if its just something she says she wants to do just for the sake of wanting to keep this relationship alive...i dunno what to believe at this point My girl has never lied to me up until this point and has always been 100% open about everything, but its still hard for me to believe everything, because right now i believe the "other side" of her can come on at anytime, and thats what i cant trust
  17. I thought i had made it clear that i was not comfortable at this point of her engaging in ANY type of sexual contact with any other person besides me, whether same sex or not. If she is going to "close" and "friendly" with other females, it will at this point make me feel uncomfortable, and that is something i feel from the way she defended herself on the topic that she wont be able to tolerate me telling her not to do, thats just the vibe that i get
  18. Well if some of you who read my other post a few weeks back, it was about how my g/f slept with another female while on a trip out of the country, with another classmate, and told me as soon as she got back. She stated she only did it because i told her i was i was alright with her bisexual views. I never thought her being with another female would enrage me so much so i let her know i felt. She was very sorry for it and begged me for forgiveness, so I forgave her on it because she said she was willing to let go of that side of her and only be interested in me and no1 else and that nothing of that sort would ever happen again. Last weekend, me her and my friend and his gf went away on a ski trip weekend. We had our own cabin. My gf just met these people for the first time. The 2nd night we were there, we all were drinking. My gf started getting a lil loose and blunt. She was acting very happy go lucky and giddy. She started putting her arm around the other girl, acting very friendly with her, acting excited around her company, tickling her, wanting me to take pictures of the two of them. She at one point blurted out, "when i drink or smoke, i get very horny." She even earlier in the evening (before drinking) looked down her pants at the other girls lingerie that she had planned for her bf, but she stated that they were talking about it earlier. I felt very uncomfortable about it at the time, mainly because of what had just taken place a few weeks back. It made me begin wondering if this was the true her, being very close and friendly with other females, especially when under the influence. It made all confused about what she had stated to me after the japan incident, that she wouldnt act that way and was willing to let go of her lesbian ways. The part that concerns me alot is that she acts VERY different when she in under the influence of alcohol as compared to not, even when it comes to the sex between us. Shes alot more open and aggressive even with me in bed when drinking. I didnt say anything during the trip, but when we got back i did bring it up. Then the next day, my friend actually gave me even more info, he said that at one point when i was in the kitchen, she went into the bathroom with the other girl, and asked her "if she was only straight." My friends GF felt very uncomfortable at that point, and clearly said yes she was only straight. She stated that she felt that if she said that she does go both ways, that my gf wouldve pounced on her. After hearing that, i was just enraged. I couldnt believe my ears. I was totally hurt and felt disrespected once again. When i brought it to her attention, she stated that she was just being friendly with her, trying to become friends, and that she had no intentions of anything. She stated that it was just a question out of curiosity, nothing more. She said shes very friendly with females like that all the time, with her mom, sister, cousins, friends, etc. She said she wouldnt ever lie to me, and what she said a few weeks back, she meant. She said she wanted the whole weekend to be for us together, nothing else. She didnt have any thoughts towards anything of that sort. I am in a difficult position to believe her now. I dont know what to do. I dont know how to trust her at this point. A part of me wants to believe her, but a part of me is very hurt and mad. I dont know what to believe at this point. I dont know if my gf is TRULLY capable of fully letting go of her bisexual nature, even if she states she has no interest in anyone but me. She stated last night when we spoke, that she still calls herself bisexual but just says that she doesnt practice it right now. But then she also stated that if her and I were to break up, she would go back to that. This is all is very confusing. I dont know what to tihnk. I cant stand the thought of her being interested in anyone but me At this point, even knowing that the thought might cross her mind enrages me. I dont know if deep down inside, she ever would fully let it go. I get afraid of how she might be if shes drinking, and im not around. BTW, if the whole thing with her and another female didnt happen a few weeks back, i wouldnt have even thought anything of this, but the fact that it did, and especially that its sooo fresh in my mind still, is what confuses me and hurts me more than anything. I dont know whether to stay in this relationship or not. I know i prolly left out some details or what not, please ask if u need further detail on anything.
  19. Lithium is not safe during pregnancy. Lithium (any formulation of it) has been known to cause something known as "floppy baby syndrome". I would personally recommend to avoid it during pregnancy. Mood disorders are going be difficult to manage during pregnancy. Valproic acid (depakote), carbamazepine (tegretol) and others in this class have been shown to teratogenic (damaging) effects to the fetus. Lamictal hasnt been proven either safe or damaging, so it can go either way, no true evidence to back it up. If you have any other questions or need anything help on any medical topics, I can provide information to the best of my ability. RB- PharmD
  20. She said that when she was pregnant her doctor prescribed her ativan to take as needed, but she never ended up taking it. Does anyone know anything about treating mental illnesses during pregnancy? Anyone ever TAKE any medication in their pregnancy? I take diclectin, the 100% safe antinauseant. But thats all so far... Hello there Ativan during pregnancy?? The class of drugs that ativan belongs to are almost always contraindicated during pregnancy, pregnancy category D meaning there has been evidence of teratogenic (damaging) effects to fetus. Drugs during pregnancy/lactation is a very controversial issue, which includes personalized considerations in each and every case. No two women will be treated the same way usually. Each individuals medical history, previous medications, trimester they are currently in, etc have to be accounted for, and ultimately, seek out whether the benefits of the drug outweight the risks to the mother and fetus. As far as "morning" sickness or nausea and vomitting during pregnancy, Do not be so quick to say that diclectin (combination of doxylamine and pyridoxine) is the 100% safe agent. That agent was long ago removed in the US market due to concerns over safety, however for the most part it has been deemed safe. There are many other agents that have been stated safe/benefical if absolutely necessary to use for nausea and vomitting during pregnancy, however whenever making these type of statements, healthcare professionals are stating that the benefits outweight the risks to mother and developing fetus. Other options for nausea and vomitting include dietary changes (smaller, frequent meals; no spicy foods; less fatty foods; avoid strong odorous foods), shortening strenous work habits throughout the day, ginger supplements or actually ginger itself, benadryl or meclizine (bonine or antivert in US), compazine (if benadryl fails), and last either zofran or methylprednisone. Now DO NOT, and i repeat DO NOT, take these as recommendations or approvals to seek out these therapies. I am not recommending them to you. I am not held liable for any adverse outcomes or effects from whatever choices you decide to make while taking medications while pregnant. I only listed these as references. Treating anxiety/depression/psychological conditions becomes alot more controversial and there are many considerations which must be made in order to come up with a reasonable choice, and sometimes the choice might be no drug, and instead perhaps cognitive-behavorial therapy might be the resort. A lot depends on the actually confirmed diagnosis and previous medication history, and also the trimester which you are currently in. I can discuss this topic in more detail with you if you wish. References for the information provided if needed. RB, PharmD
  21. Agent and Mythical, thanks for all your input on my situation. I appreciate your help and concern. I too, now am starting to believe that she didnt do it because something was missing from my part. She loves me to death, and feels im the greatest thing that ever happened to her. She has told numerous times again and again that I am the best sexual partner shes had in addition to that. She clearly realizes that what she did was wrong, that she shouldnt have done it in the first place, and that she wasnt putting me first when she did it. She let it happen because at the moment, a part of her wanted it, but she wasnt thinking clearly and she realizes it was a stupid mistake which shouldnt have happened, and shes saying shes willing to let that side of herself go, since she doesnt want anything to come in the way of me and her. She said she would do anything to make this relationship work, and that she cant live without me. This all doesnt excuse her and give her any reason to get away with what she did, but im just glad she realizes that it did indeed hurt me, and that she regrets it, and promises it wont happen again. As for me, it will just take me time to move on from it, however i dont want to punish her for it, just want her to realize her mistake. Im not gonna tell her she cant hang out, go on trips, not drink, not have female friends, etc. Im not gonna change her life. I want our relationship to continue just the same way and hopefully pick up soon right where we left off, hoping to just be able to put this incident behind us. I can say i know my girl well enough that i know she wouldnt ever openly lie to me or do anything to hurt me, because otherwise she wouldnt have even told me strait up like that in the first place.
  22. I know i know her best, and i trust her. Shes a good girl, she would never intentionally go out and try to hurt me or do something behind my back. i guess i believe her on the scenario that took place and her agreeing never to do it again and letting go of her bisexual side....the only thing that i dont know how to figure out is if i fulfill her sexual desires or not. That would be the only insecurity i would develop out of this. I feel my sexual comfort with her would diminish drastically. If i agree to take her back, it would just take me time to get over all this. Thanks for the help everyone. Sorry if i sounded rude in any posts, im just in a very disgruntled mood rite now.
  23. is she jus lying to me when she states she only did it because she thought i was alright with it? or is there more to it?
  24. Sexual release?? Well i was away in chicago the time she was in japan, and i couldve gotten off from "sexual release" myself too if i wanted to, but the fact of that matter was that i didnt. I didnt because to me, the sex i would have with my gf would blow away the sex i would have with any random stranger, and i love my girl, why would i go and do something if it isnt even going to be better than what i already have? If she respected me and desired me and only me, she wouldve never done it, bottomline!!
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