Day 7 of NC, but almost 2 months post break up, and I still have hope brewing inside of me. And I really do despise it, just want to rip it out and cast it away, so I can focus 100% on myself and can live without thinking about you so often everyday. I broke NC because you contacted me last week, telling me you are not holding back, thinking of me, asking me if it's too soon. Then I finally responded 3 days later, and you were dismissive, and said we would talk soon. Are your words always empty? Why are you so full of sh**?
