Aru

Day 1. I feel heartbroken. I feel guilty. I feel awful. I just don't know why he's dating a new girl and telling me he misses me and that he is going to regret it. I don't know why he says he only compares us and can't be happy now. I've been crying all night and haven't slept. I realized I haven't slept well since August. I deserve better. I deserve to be happy, and I want to achieve it. I know it will be tough, but I'll really try it.