King Crimson

It's been... since January I last sent a message to her. We had decent points since that fateful July day where she'd reply friendly to my texts.. Eventually though, I dun goofed bad.. sending clingy, needy texts at several points and ruining what little I had repaired. In December when she finally stopped responding. I just * * * * ed up too many times, to put it simply. I did everything wrong (even not meeting her the one time she did agree) and I guess this is the lesson learned from it. At times I know I really want to keep trying; but I know it won't do anything good. By not responding, it's a clear sign she wanted nothing to do with me - I don't think she'll ever initiate either. I suppose the last thing I could do for her, considering I really do respect her is to follow through with her wishes and never try reconnect again. Plus - if anything WERE to be repaired, it shouldn't be on you alone to do it. That's enough of a sign if you feel like that's a burden that things aren't going right. Don't break NC. Keep that dignity you have left and vanish. At least leave the person with some respectful memories of yerself.