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DaniArizona

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  1. I miss you....I love it when I hear from you...but bitter after each conversation....I'm not sending your stuff....I'm going to throw it away. You don't deserve my kindness.
  2. Things I want to thank you for: Thank you for my guitar. Thank you for your kind words. Thank you for your gentleness. Thank you for the sensitivity you had at the beginning of our relationship. Thank you for making me realize I deserve to be treated well. Thank you for showing me what I want in a man….the things you possess and the things you don’t. Thank you for your charm. Thank you for your good looks. Thank you for smiling when you wake up with me next to you. Thank you for opening the car door. Making me feel beautiful. No thank you for: The lies. The lack of communication. The fact that you lead me on for a year. Your complete disregard of how your actions would affect me. Your alcoholism. Your hurtful words when you were drunk. Your little ways of using me. Your lack of respect for the hard work I’ve done. Your laziness. Your selfishness. Your greed. Putting me AFTER your bar friends. Putting your kids on the backburner and taking it out on me. For ignoring my phone calls. For leaving me. For not caring anymore.
  3. I miss you....I love you....I need you....I hate you. Why do you keep mind me? Why do I even care? I hate you.......
  4. I'm sending out your stuff today....this is me way of severing you....enclosed will be all the pictures of us....as well as other little "memories"....I can't bring myself to throw them away, so since you seem to be so cool, calculated, and heartless, I'll leave that up to you.
  5. I miss you. I'm sick right now....have the flu....I know if you were here right now you'd.........wait....you'd be at the bar drinking.....I think I hate you.
  6. I miss you more than I could possibly miss another human being....I'm so happy that you are happy with your friends and family but I am feeling utterly alone. I want to scream until you hear me all the way over there and come back. I want to hold you and kiss you just one last time. I want to feel your lips against my forehead and your hands on my back...I miss your touch and your voice and your eyes. The way you always saw right through me...I can't stand being without you knowing I may never move on.
  7. I appreciate you calling me today and being so generous with your time...I understand that your kids come first and yes, building a relationship with them is important...but what I don't understand is how you've been preparing me to deal with being a step mom to three kids this past year, than all of a sudden leaving me in the cold and telling me that the only relationship you can concentrate on is with your kids. I know I'm not at a maturity level as a 35 year old woman with kids...I'm 25 and lack the the responsibilities you do but that doesn't mean I wasn't willing to try. I appreciate you "giving me permission" to move on with my life but I honestly hope you weren't lying when you said when you are ready for a relationship with someone other than your kids, it would be with me...but than again, hmmm....what was this past year? An appetizer of what could potentially be? I truly was a midlife crisis for you, wasn't I....than s**t got too real? Or what? If you are so set on not being with me than why do you care if I have slept with anyone since you been gone? I wasn't lying when I told you I haven't...If you failed to notice you became my everything...I find it hard to find anyone as remotely attractive as you...every other guy out there seems to lack complete sex appeal in comparison to you. I am going out tonight....I am actually going to do my hair and my make up and dress nice for the fist time since you've left...not for anyone else, but myself.... apparently sweat pants sheek does nothing to boost my mood. I see you haven't lost your charm... "I stole your blanket so I had something to remember you by"?! I think that's bull....you're just greedy and wanted to see what you could get away with when taking things of mine...You've already taken my self esteem, my heart, and my complete sense of self worth...isn't that enough? I can't believe what a better mood I got in today after talking to you..I can't believe I let YOU determine how I'm feeling.... I hate you so much and I can't stop loving you at the same time. You are a selfish, greedy child. I want to forget you ever existed....unfortunately your hold on me is too strong.
  8. You are so selfish....you're 35 years old with three kids and a wife...you act like a responsibility-less 21 year old....not only did you meet some random 24 year old (me), but you lied to me about your marital situation and than you left your family for me...than you led me to believe it was the best thing to do for your wife because it was a loveless marriage? I was so stupid to believe you...You took advantage of my fragile state of mind and had the audacity to call me damaged goods. Than when things got too real and I wasn't just your little mid life crisis, you up and leave me in the cold...your charm is the only thing you have going for you...other than that you are a worthless excuse for a man. I despise you.
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