ElleBelle

You have my heart and I know we will see each other again in the stars. I love you so much. I will never forget you. I wish I could have made you happy. I wish we could be together now. I hurt so badly. Life is not real right now. Will it ever feel real again?

What does it mean that you are tending a small candle of hope that we will one day again be close? But you do not think we will work now? What does that mean? Were you trying to send me mixed message on purpose? I love you will all of my heart and soul and will always love you. Why oh why am I so mentally unhealthy? If only I could love myself...