You know sometimes.. Whatever I do.. I always seem to screw everything up for everyone ... I just try to help and when they ask for it I always accept to help. But, whenever I try to help I screw up in ways that are totally unimaginable.. Some things I have screwed up for people are, their relationships, their grades, their social lives, their trust, and many more... I ask the question, Is everything my fault?.. well i guess it is since I'm the one asking for help.. All my friends are keeping their distance from me and I keep wondering, if i keep screwing up on everything, Is it worth to live and see what I become? I don't want to bear the thought that ill be a total oddball when I get older. I don't know what to do and the only thing I can think of is just ending my life right here, right now... Is this the right thing to do?