andygeorge08

I refuse to text you right now. You don't deserve that kind of power over my life, regardless of how I am feeling. I just want to see you right now, I'd do anything. * * * * .

Theres no way I can continue to feel the way I'm feeling right now forever. I can't do it. I just hope that you can give me a second chance to make you happy. It's all I want in the world. All.

It hasn't even been a day without contact and I'm going crazy. I can't get you off my mind for more than like 5 seconds at a time. I wonder if you have the same problem. I wonder what you are thinking about right now. I want to talk to you so bad, but I can't let myself do that.

Having a rough time tonight. Can't find anything to distract me or sleep yet. All I want to do is text you and beg you to take me back and tell you how much I love you. I know I deserve better, but you are my best friend and the only person whos made me feel not alone. Not talking to you is the hardest thing I've ever done.