Rosesiren

Day 2: Feeling Horrible... Prayed to God to give me some strength and to change his mind (I really wish that he understands my problem). I'm pretty much sure he'll text me in a couple of days when he starts missing me. But I should not reply this time. I made my decision.

Day 1 7 Years of relationship... He doesnt want to get married... I have not much time left... Parents are pressurising me and i cant say "No" to them and cant say "Yes" either... May be 3 months is all i got... He loves me but says he loves his freedom more and it will be dreadful for him being a married man... He asked me to move on.. Tried 10 days of NC but lost it when he messaged me 2 days back asking me "How i was feeling", but he is still strong with his decision.. He definitely has an upper hand.. Lets see if it works for me...