I need help. I'm afraid I'm going to loose my 2 best and only friends. There's a new girl that just started working with us who is really cool, but she's too cool. My friends love her and she fits in with them a lot better than I do, so I just know I'm going to loose them. I like it being just me and my 2 friends. I feel sooo guilty for being jealous, but I can't help it and it is making me sick. I keep going from crying to depressed to anger and back around again. I just know they're going to start doing stuff with her all the time instead of me and I'll be phased out. I can't talk to them because I'll just sound stupid and it'll make them more withdrawn from me. I just want to not care. I can't do this anymore! This is why I try not to ever get close to anyone. I get so jealous and possesive. Please help me!
