You're possibly having a great time without me. It hurts to know that you can give or take me right now. As I'm sitting here, struggling consistently for my happiness, you're just moving along without a problem. I wish I was like that. But I have an emotional love for you. Even though you can dump our relationship on the side like this, it's hard for me to do the same. You were my ideal girl. I fell in love with just not your phsyical traits, but your personality as well. I fell in love with your mannerisms, your voice, your opinions, everything. I fell in love with...you.
Moving on is tough. I haven't heard from you in days. All I asked for was just one evening with you, but you gave me the cold shoulder... I accept our breakup and will let this birthday card be the final word you hear from me this summer until we go back to school in August. Then I will be seeing your face again... but deep down inside I want us back. This all just seems so cruel.