Day12.
i've already started NC from the day after he left me on the day when he told me he love me less and cannot imagine us being together for a long time.
i reminded myself that I could be strong and will eventually forget about him as he did some things that disrespected me in some parts of our relationship. Although i still love and miss him for who he was when he was in love with me, i still cannot get over the pain he caused me.
I've been trying very hard not to think about him or see the image of his face somewhere within my thoughts... and have somewhat been successful... until some little memories that resurface into my thoughts that make me feel vulnerable again.
Today I've been working out as usual.. trying to get myself looking good for the summer, until some memory of him popped into my thoughts once again... which made me shed tears. I hope these memories will not end up torturing me
Well i've been feeling messed up lately... from calmness.. to anger.. to missing him... to feeling optimistic i could live without him... to.. etc.. and it would repeat.
