O.K. so here goes nothing she broke up with me 2 wks ago after 6yrs, stayed at house from Sat until Thurs. Then left got my own place, talked to her last Sunday. felt like crap for a couple of days. Then talked Saturday again felt like crap again for another couple of days. have not contacted her since this Saturday. It really does no good at this point I believe we are done in her head I think she needs time and so do I. NC really does feel good but the little guy on my shoulder tells me that she is aready moved on, but in reality she cant know what she wants till I'm not in the picture, either way whatever happens it will be a quicker resolution this way. I do want her back but she also has to want me back. If not like someone told me "if its for you it will not go by you" meaning no matter what the outside interference or conditions if its ment to be nothing can stop it from happenning. Great challange by the way. Wish me luck.
