I really need some help.... Advice from a guy would be ideal.
I met this guy about 3 weeks ago, we just went our first date a week ago. He asked me on another date that same night and we went out on Saturday too. He left for out of town on Sunday and called every day 2 or 3 times, and we talked for hours at night. He even came back a day early. On Tuesday I was really busy and didn't get a chance to see him. I ended up falling asleep and woke up to message from him. Saying that he couldn't sleep and he was sitting in my drive way, debating on if he should knock or not. He just wanted to tuck me in. I am totally falling for this guy. I have never had a shortage of men at all, but most of them don't make it past the 2nd date. On Wenesday we went shopping and then went back to his house to cook dinner.. He lit candles, put on music, it was incredible.... I had a little to much wine I suppose, I had stayed at his house overnight before but we had never slept together. We started kissing and well one thing led to another, I chickened out 3 times and he told me that it was fine, he could just lay there with me and not do anything. But he did the whole kissy neck thing and I caved. Can I just say that it was absolutely amazing, I felt like I could melt into him. I had to leave early that morning he walked me to my car and kissed me good-bye. We email or talk on the phone at least 5 times a day, that day no email, no call, I started to flip out. You see I don't normally sleep with people that soon, infact my rule is to wait 6 months. i felt ashamed and vunerable. You know the whole why buy the cow if you can get the milk for free. He did finally call about 8 and I totally expected him to want to get together... We have never had akward moments of silence ever, and we basically just breathed in the phone together. So I let him go and went out with the girls. Did he call Friday no, so finally I called him and asked him to call me when he got off work. He did right at 5, I was going to go over and help him paint but couldn't make it. SO we made plans for last night and went out, he so much as didn't touch me the entire time. When we got back to his house I was going to go home, but stayed and of course we had sex again. When I left this morning he asked me if I wanted to go riding later and I said yes and walked out the door. He chased me down the drive way and asked well don't I get a kiss. There is my book sorry people but I am so confused. I really feel like I screwed up any hopes of a relationship by sleeping with him so soon.. And I am totally digging this guy, alot. Help me, help me, help me... How should I confront this issue, I want to know how he feels and I want to know the truth about how he feels good or bad. I also dont' want him to think I am some freaky stalker trying to rush things. But this guy gives me butterflies, we have so much in common, we even have the same birthday, I laugh so hard with him I cry.
