Day 45
It's been 45 days since I last saw you and you took me to dinner and spent the whole night playing mind games with me. You even asked me if you should pursue this new girl you met who was the total opposite of me. It's been three weeks since you texted me drunk asking why I hadn't come out to drink with our mutual friends, then telling me that I wasn't answering because I was probably too busy with my new guy, you then ended your drunk texts by telling I was too good for everyone except for you. You then apologized the next day for texting me and said it wouldn't happen again.
This past week has been a bad one for me. I was doing so good and all of a sudden I miss you! I want to call you and hear from you but I know I can't!!!! Ever since you broke up with me I haven't initiated any contact Why should I do it now??? I'm better than this.