LapointeP
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Day 2 lol but feeling better
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Day 2...lol it brings it back....I have contacted him lately but it is gonna stop!
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starting on day 1 again because I was texting him way too much and probably only hurting myself
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Getting back together really does happen!
LapointeP replied to wishingonastar's topic in Getting Back Together
I know I need my distance from my ex for now. I am not ready to be with him. I just don't know. I know there could be a chance in the future. He broke up with me because he said he felt he controlled my life. I know that our relationship was not perfect but we were together for 2 and a half years. I had a promise ring and it felt right. I will say what was wrong...he is used to being in control of things in his life and we had our differences but we never really worked on things. He was afraid to tell me when he was upset because he felt that it would upset me. This was our relationship the last few months. He said he broke up with me because he felt I deserved better. He felt he did way too much for me and I didn't do enough for myself and because we had not dealt with our feelings our love changed. I still love him so much but I know I need space from him. I was texting him and I knew I was not ready. He said he misses me and wants to see me but he made his decision. I know I have to respect that. It's just hard. I KNOW we are not getting back together right now and even if I wanted to I could not right now. I guess the future will tell. If we are meant to be it will happen. Right now I need to focus on me and my life. I can only text him and see him when and if I feel ready! -
Finished writing a paper today! I feel really accomplished because focusing on school has been so tough since the breakup but i am gonna be alright!
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Tonight I wrote a paper for my psychology class lol!
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Day 7! I still really miss and went to see the movie " Beastly" today and wondered what happened to our love. We were so amazing together for a long time and than it left but I am feeling a lot better today. I know he is not coming back. Part of me still wants him back but the other part is moving on. I am starting to feel like myself a bit again and my focus for school is coming back which is a good thing because I am in my 4th year of Psych!
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Day 6! This isn't easy but it's getting better! We will all find people who truly love us but we have to keep going and move on and cry when we need to but we all need to say goodbye and to realize things happen for a reason and we will come out so much better after all of this.
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Day 4! slowly getting there. Paper to write now. I still love him so much!
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day 3 I believe...lol I think I am okay.I am starting to be able to look at cute guys again which helps plus i have a million projects to do
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letting you. starting over on NC today. I feel ready! We ARE ALL GONNA come out better for this and love yourselves!
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I took him off facebook and I am actually okay for now. Day 1: I can do this!