i really don't know what to do. i've been with my boyfriend for awhile and i thought i loved him. but now i'm not sure. i know he's totally in love with me and wants to marry me, but it's all going so fast. i'm 3 years younger than he is, so marriage seems a long way off for me. he's not really doing anything with his life, and i know that i will not stay with him if he doesn't go to college someday. he'd be heartbroken if i ever dumped him. i dont know how i feel about him anymore. i dont think i love him, because i really like someone else. the other person feels the same way about me, but he doesn't want a relationship right now, and i think he's saying that because he doesn't want me to leave my boyfriend for him. i just keep telling myself i shouldn't think these things, and i should just stay with my boyfriend, but everytime my boyfriend tells me he loves me, i feel like im lying when i say it back, because im not sure. i dont want to tell him about this because it would break his heart, and i couldn't do that to him. i wish i could just stop my mind from thinking sometimes.
