Why did you started to text me yesterday? I really wasn't happy with it, I was in such a good mood and suddenly I realised that you are still here.
That you are still the one that broke my heart into tiny little pieces. I won't reply to you. I think the reason you're texting me is because somewhere deep down there
you're missing me. And perhaps, you also feel some pain somewhere. Ofcourse, not the amount of pain I am feeling at this moment, but just.. A little. Enough for me.
Today was the day you should normally have come to pick me up from college. It made me hurt. Ofcourse you didn't came, but I must admit that I had a little spark of hope
that maybe you would. I even paused for a minute, in some sort of slumber, to look for you. Then the sudden realisation hit me, and I quickly went home.
I do still miss you, T. I know you're no good for me, but I do still miss you. I miss your smile, your hughs, your ability to make me feel alright..
And now when I need it the most, you're not here..