Is COVID re-flaming old (love) interests/muses? in Relationship Advice Posted February 6 · Edited February 6 by sadchick83 34 minutes ago, boltnrun said: Don't waste your time feeling bad about this. I mean, a month ago this man wasn't even on your radar, so why let any of this mess up your day? Bolt, just feeling COVID weird. Somehow I got thinking about past crushes during lockdown. Also, my college boyfriend, a guy I met in first year university and backpacked through Europe with recently committed suicide, an overdose. He was a very successful guy (a psychiatrist if you can believe), and it shook me to my core that I didn’t answer some of his FB posts, or try to reach out to him over the years, more than just a quick message. I really should have. He was going through a difficult divorce and couldn’t cope with lockdowns, etc. I honestly would have dated him post-divorce, but neither of us knew the other may have been interested. Nothing to do with this guy, except that promised myself if I feel like reaching out to someone, I will. Life is short. OK, so I am crushing on him a bit. It isn’t ruining my day and I won’t waste my time, but just so weird someone else did the same thing to me a day later.