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  1. Eddie37
    Dear ex, I really miss you. It's taken every bit of effort I can muster to keep from calling you and asking to come back to me. I love you. I don't know why. Maybe I just need more time to get over you. But I think about you so much and I care about you. You are in my heart. I know it may have seemed to you that I didn't care about your problems, but the truth is, I've loved you more than I loved any woman before. Maybe you'll don't feel the same, you probably don't want to hear from me. You're probably doing really well and happy. You probably are enjoying dating and finding a new apartment and working. But me, I'm struggling. I'm struggling because I miss the woman I love. You're not with me and my heart hurts constantly because of your absence. I wish we could be together. I wish our hearts would have never parted ways. I love you.
  2. Eddie37
    Hi. I'd love to hear from you. Why don't you give me a call or shoot me an email to let me know what you've been up to. It would also be great if you begged me to take you back. But now I'm slipping into fantasyland. K bye.
  3. Eddie37
    I'm not just saying this because you hurt me, I'm saying it because it's true: you are one of the weakest, lowest, most depraved people I've ever had the unfortunate opportunity to know. That said, I should have been able to see through your thin veil of shallowness and selfishness. You are an empty vessel, lost and wandering. I fell for your damsel in distress disguise but now I see you for the vapid soul you are. I know you will ultimately be miserable because you have no internal compass to guide you. You will continue to use men for attention, luring them in with your body and discard them until you become truly alone. You have no clue what love is, which is why you threw away the one man who truly loved you.
  4. Eddie37
    Day 45 Well, I'm better, that's for sure. But I still miss her, want her back and love her. I'm still incredibly lonely and having a really difficult time. I'm struggling with the fact that she hasn't attempted to contact me. Doesn't she love me, doesn't she want to know how I am? Still hurting....but staying strong. No contact is absolutely the best way to go.
  5. Eddie37
    Hi. Just wanted to let you know that you gave me nothing. Yet I loved you. I gave and gave...and you took and took. I cannot understand why I miss you. Is it the sex? That's all you had to offer...and it wasn't even good. Why do I miss you? You didn't love me, you know nothing of love. You are a liar and a bum. I hope you are miserable, desperately miserable. You are pathetic and I remain absolutely confounded as to how I can possibly miss you and even entertain the thought of taking you back. Rot...I mean it...rot in your misery and complete lack of character.
  6. Eddie37
    Good to hear. Yep, it'll get better.
  7. Eddie37
    It doesn't matter why he says what he says, so stop wondering. You could spend all day trying to figure out why he says things and why he does things...and it does you no good...in fact it just keeps you from moving on. It's about you at this point. Let him deal with his situation, you've got your own to deal with. No contact. You can do it.
  8. Eddie37
    Day 30. Not a great day. Started off pretty good but has deteriorated into loneliness. I'm still getting used to this whole "single" thing again. It'll take some time. By Day 60 I'll be good to go. Keep pushing ahead everybody.
  9. Eddie37
    Um, what the heck do your friends know? They aren't the ones going through a breakup, you are. And no, you shouldn't contact her. She dumped you, let her contact you. If you contact her before she's ready, you'll just push her farther away...trust me. You wait until she contacts you...and if she doesn't, then you'll know how she truly feels. Stay strong, man.
  10. Eddie37
    Day 29. I've been a mess the last two days. Miss her terribly. Sad and depressed. I'm hoping I'm getting over the hump and it's a nice coast downhill from here. I don't to be like this anymore.
  11. Eddie37
    I would say this thread belongs in the "healing after a breakup" section...but whatever. NC should be about you getting yourself back rather than getting your ex back.
  12. Eddie37
    You're going to remember her whether you keep track of your days or not. There will come a time when you won't remember her so much and you'll stop counting the days. We're not there yet...but we will be.
  13. Eddie37
    Congrats on day 30, wildestkabs. You may not be over her yet but you're sure on your way there. Good job...stay strong! Day 30 is on Saturday for me.
  14. Eddie37
    Day 28. Has not been a great day. I cried. I miss her. This sucks because logically I know that she was a disaster, a horrible gf and a horrible fiance. She offered me very little other than a pretty face and lots of sex. Emotionally she offered nothing to me. In terms of love, she simply didn't know how...even though she would say she loved me numerous times a day. We didn't communicate, not because we both weren't willing but because she was simply on a different level than me, emotionally and maturity-wise. She simply was unable to relate to me...that wasn't her fault or mine. I hate the fact that I'm still holding onto some hope that she will call and want to get back together. I hate holding onto her like this!!! I need to let her go...but I can't.
  15. Eddie37
    Day 26. Not a good day.
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