artistic1

I dislike you so much. I don't want to say hate cause I hate no one but you are very close to that status. I wish I never knew you, you are a cruel person..W ut goes around comes back around,,, You deserve everything that you get... I hope you have a sad future,, that's what you deserve cause you are nothing....NOTHING! yOU ANd your empty eyes, YOU ARE SOUL-LESS!!!

HEY! You get no love,,, no love from me. I want you so bad but you threw me away. All I have are questions but no answers will satisfy me. You went to the point of no return, there is no coming back from this. But still I hold on. you can kick me but I will break your legs. I know you and what you are all about, it's a little too late now, all I have are broken pieces. You will never understand how deep the pain goes, you will never know. I won't join you, I will beat you. I am better then you, I will never give this pain to anyone, you will never beat me............

I still can't get you off my mind. I hate that I can't stop thinking about you. I want to talk to you so bad and see how you are. Did you ever love me? Do you think of me? Do you wish we were still together? I have such a hard time letting you go but I know I must, you have already let me go. I wish things were different, no one knows what the future holds, I hope one day I get over you like you have me.... I love you

I really miss you. I don't know why though. I think the only thing you brought to the table were your looks.... But without makeup on, you were not that pretty. But I still love you, I just dont know why to be honest... Maybe I just don't want to be alone, maybe it's the way other men were envious of me when you were on my arm... I realize now there is more to a relationship then just looks.... but it still so hard to let go..

I miss you so much right now. I can't stop thinking about all the fun times we had. The vacations, the little acts of love we showed each other, how I would hold your hand and think that i am the luckiest guy in the world. I'm sorry for the things that I've done, I wish you were here with me now. I am so lonely without you. I will do anything to be with you, I'm trying to move on but you were my everything. I know I was out of control, I am changing that. I am changing it all. Not for you but for me, I pray to God that He hears my prayers. I can't see myself without you. I always thought we would be together forever. I miss you so much honey, I hope you reach out to me one day....

Ugh! It's so hard to shake you off my mind. I couldn't sleep last night and all I could do was think about you. I don't care if I'm wrong but I believe you were thinking of me at the same time. I felt a connection to you somehow, I felt you reaching out to me. It's so hard, I can't even call you honey anymore cause your'e no longer mine... Then I had a dream about you and saw you for the first time in a long time. I only had a few hours of sleep last night and woke up in pain cause I couldn't hold you. I'm sorry for treating you bad, it's true that we don't know what we really had till it's gone. I want you to know I love you so much. I am not contacting you because you need time alone, that is the only reason I haven't called. If I thought I could convince you, I would but I know you do not want to be with me anymore. They say if you love someone, let them go, and if they love you, they will come back. I hope this is going to be our story one day....

I just want you to know that this has not been easy for me! I keep thinking that you are out enjoying life and having a wonderful time but the truth is, i'm sure your'e not. You are still the same person I knew (except now I see the ugly cold side of you) it's just that you are not with me. But, I understand why you did what you did, I am moving on and no longer going to dwell on the past. If you don't want to be with me anymore, fine! I accept your decision and I reject your rejection. In my mind, I dumped you and this all happened cause I've been sub consciously pushing you away cause I knew you were not the one for me. You just broke up with me before I had the chance to. I've always had my doubts, we are too different and not going in the same direction. You once asked me, why I think it's so hard to make this r s work, why we always fight. I never told you the truth and the truth is that I don't love you as much as I thought I did. I never had the heart to tell you. So if I am speaking from my heart, why do I miss you so? Why do I still think of you? Do you miss me at all? Do you think of me? Am I just fooling myself to make myself feel better? There are so many emotions I am dealing with, it's so hard....