so ive been struggling for a couple of weeks.. convincing my self that I'm ok
however my mood swings and feelings keep telling me different..
I'm recently a new mum... my bundle of joy is now 10 months old and hes my world
the pregnancy wasn't easy... I was ill for a long time, and me and the dad split up as he told me at 7 months pregnant he *wasn't ready to be a dad*
walking out leaving me in a rented accommodation I was stuck with £2000 worth of bills and council tax to pay for us both, on my own
I moved back home with my folks... and when my baby arrived it was all worth it