iain7119

I still can't believe you built up all my hopes and dreams for a second time, only to tell me that those dreams weren't mine to have. I hope you and him are having a wonderful time, really I do. I just can't believe you tore my heart up without a second thought. You're selfish beyond words, you didn't shed a tear. You told me "I want him, not you", do you know how that feels? My heart has been emptied of all desires and dreams, I don't know if I can ever trust again. Why would you do that to me? why? You knew all along that it was one huge lie. I love you but hate you. You said one day we might be able to be friends, when the pain has gone. I can't do that, I can never see you again.

I miss you, I miss you so much. It's been 2 months but you're still always on my mind. I still want you back, I can't think of life without you. I'm so unhappy here, alone, no friends. I feel there's no future. I'm sorry I left you, I regret it every second of the day.