chloelesliexo

Plain and simple. I love you. I thought I was special, I believed I was the "one", that none of the others were like me. You're playing with me now. Please stop? Please go back to how you were. I miss you, and your little box room, and our nights at bodeans. All of it. X

why did you have to mess up so many times? why are you so complicated? i think the world of you. X

its day 3 of life without you 1st real day nc i dont get how you can say your feelings have changed after all we shared, i literally ache for you and crave you just change your mind

i love you babe and miss you so much, come back X

I know you'll never read this but I feel like its something I need to do. I just dont understand. We seemed so happy. Our weekend away was bliss. I have never felt so comfortable with anyone in my life. I remember when we first met, I wasnt keen I'll admit it. I'd been hurt too many times before but somehow you charmed me, swept me off my feet. Now its been a week and youre charming other girls, sweeping them off their feet. Using the same lines I thought you'd saved for me. I feel like one of many. But I hope I did mean something. I know money doesnt come into it but I cant imagine you taking every girl away or spending that much money on beautiful christmas presents. I guess its just wishful thinking. You said you didnt fall as hard for me as the others. How can that be? I felt so close to you. I would have given you my right arm if I could. But, deep down, I know that I'll do better. I'm determined to do better. You were selfish, you might have loved me but you loved yourself more. You were childish. Your view on the world was very narrow minded. I think maybe you need this. To go out into the big wide world and realise that not everyone is like me. Not everyone will live you in spite of your flaws. You might go on a few dates with a girl and you might even try and forge a relationship. And you might sit there and say it was nothing but I know what we had was something. And one day I k now 100% you will see that too. But by then it will be too late. I wont be with someone new. But I will be by myself and happy. Good luck baby. You'll never be far from my thoughts. X

So you've just sat and told me that you didn't love me as much as the others. You didn't fall for me as hard. How can you say that? I loved you so much. You meant the world to me. I don't even cry I just feel numb. I don't want to forget you , I want to see you. The last time I saw you was Boxing Day, you said goodbye and said be safe. I'm not safe, I'm lost without you. Please come back?