Prince_Ali

Thank you guys for replying. I have thought of taking counseling but all these thoughts came just because I just saw a picture of her. I mean I was fine for months and she was the last thing on my mind until few days ago. Psylocke960 yes what you say is true and I tell myself that alot about me being happy after the way she treated me. I am keeping myself busy by working in the morning then going to the gym after work and helping around the house with my parents. I just wish there was someway that I can totally forget her.

I posted on this site about 3-4 years ago about my relationship with my ex. It's going to be 3 years since we broke up and 2 since we last spoke to each other. We were together for 3 years and she was my first love. I was with her since I was 15 years old and the relationship ended when I was 18 while I was in NY. She basically played with my heart at the end of the relationship. One day she was telling me that she loves me then the next she told me that "her love has faded away". When I heard this I swear my heart felt like being stabbed with a 1000 knifes and I don't know what I did to make her feel this way. She told me that she doesn't want to be with me anymore. I had gotten a tattoo of her name on my arm (I know a dumb thing to do) and she told me during the breakup "If you cut of your arm or your leg and just cuz you got a tattoo of my name doesn't mean anything". I was in tears when I heard her say that and I begged her please don't do this to me. She still didn't care and told me that "I should come back to her when I become something in life". I tried to talk to her but she would just ignore me. When I called her house she would hangup the phone. It was like she is a whole different person. My friends told me that I should just let it go but I still tried to get back with her and still taking all the * * * * she was giving me. Finally it got threw my head she doesn't care. I was willing to do anything for her but she didn't care so I finally stopped. Her parents were family friends so when we were moving from Ny to Orlando.FL we went to visit them before we left. I told myself that I would not do something stupid. When I saw her I couldn't help it and started begging her again to take me back but she didn't care. I know it was stupid for me to do this but I was thinking that she was the only girl that will ever love me. After we left her house I was in tears. After I came to orlando I slowly started to forget about her. I was getting better and not putting myself down because of her. But now recently I saw her on myspace and it just got my blood boiling and got me so heated. Everything that she put me through came back to me . I wasn't able to sleep at night, just thinking about everything that happened between us. I know this is stupid for me to feel this way but I don't know what to do. I always start to think about her when I am at work. I try to keep myself busy but she keeps coming back to mind ](*,). I know its not possible that I can stop thinking about her since she was once part of my life. But I don't want her to get to me like this. So can guys please give me some advice?

Hey Every1 in Enotalone I need some help . I am 17 years old in high school and I am really feeling this girl in my school. My friend told her that I like her and she came up to me to talk to me 4 times (friday was the 4th). But everytime she would start talking to me I would go blank in my mind and can't say what i want to say to her . She alwayz starts trys to start a conversation with me but i end up messin it up by not saying anything On friday she told me "Why don't you talk to me" and i told her that I am too shy i guess then she goes "Ok you know what talk to me when you are not shy" ](*,) . Now I just blew my spot there I know that. So anyway can someone help me out here plzzz

TO tell u the truth i was just like you cryin about my ex, thinkin about her everyday and wondering if we could get back together but to tell u the truth its not going to happen. All that love u have for your ex is just wrong!!!!!. I mean what kind of guy leaves a girl just like that (only a @$$HOLE) YOu wasting your tears for a loser wifey and u deserve better MUCH Better. ~1~

Hi, For those who read my last post know that i was having a really hard time getting over ( I still am ) my ex who i was with for 3 years.Our breakup was really bad. Its been almost 3½ months since i havent talked to her but on dec 12 i am going to spend a few days at her house cuz we are moving to orlando. I really don't want to talk to her about us cuz i am still healing but i know for a fact i am going to do something stupid like asking her to get back. She really broke my heart but yet i still have love for her & i alwayz will. Just few days ago she told me she wasnt listening to her heart when she broke up with me. That made me think about her more and made me think there is still a chance for us. I really need some advise from you guyz about this so plz help ~1~

Yo I am goin through the samething as you and after reading this i feel so much better . My ex dumped me for no reason and now she is havin doubts about me. We were together for 3 years. I really loved this girl to death and at 16 i got her name tattooed on my arm. In every sentence i use to say i love u. I mean i cant even explain how much i loved this girl. When she dumped me i was beggin her plz dont do this and she told me i just dont care anymore, told me that a tattoo doesnt mean shit or show that i loved her and that i should come to her when i become something. Its been 3 months now and even after all that i think about her alot. I dont call her or anything but she trys talkin to me but i dont answer. Even though it hurts i just keep my head up & u do the same man ^_^

Thx guyz you helped me alot but i am not going to ask her to how see feels because i already know how she does. I am really tryin hard to get over her but its difficult when you have been with a person for 3 years/first love & got a tattoo of there name on your arm. But i am still goin to try even though i will alwayz love her and she will alwayz be in the back on my mind. THX EVERYONE

I am writing here because of my ex. Its been more then 3 months since our relationship ended and i can't seem to stop thinking about her at all that happenend between us. Our break up was really a bad one. Even after 3 months i keep on thinking about her everyday. I don't know why but she is the first thing on my mind when i wake up. I tried to move on with someone else but i cant because every girl i look at reminds me of her. I want to tell her all this but my heart tells me that she won't really care. I really don't what to do about this so plz if anyone has advise help me.

Girl That Was A Beautiful Poem ^_^ DAmn I know how you feel 2 = (