ElizaLibbyBeth

I know this won't matter to you at all, but I am beginning to hate you and not just a surface hate...a DEEP inner hate. You were so awful to me in so many ways...sure you could be fun, but in the end...those times were few and far between! I played my part, sure...but I was NEVER mean and cruel and would have never left you in the situation you left me in...you are so selfish and inconsiderate!!! It's always been about you and how YOU feel...nobody else...including our son! I haven't talked to you for 4 days now...and in that short amount of time...the words you said to me really hit home and made me realize it is over...for good...forever. And as the days are passing...I am feeling better and stronger...and remembering how you really were...and it makes me hate you and in the same sense feel sorry for you, as you won't be any different with another...same guy different girl...hopefully she heeds the red flags, as I should have done. Thank you...I would have never ended this toxic relationship...the poison (you) have been removed...and I am moving on...you didn't destroy my belief in love, as I will have it again, only healthy and mutual. I will finish my degree and keep bettering me...you will be where you are right now...doing the same things at 40 years old...pathetic! You got what you wanted...I am gone...moving on...and you may not realize it yet...but this was your biggest mistake and my biggest blessing!