jojo23

I miss your kids, i bet they've grown they did so much when we were together! i miss your mum she said how easy i was to talk to and wonder if she misses me too? you've thrown my life off course! i really did love you and everything you came with

I miss you babe, I wish you didn't change, oh what i would do to have the old you back, to rewind. I really loved you and still do. I know it will never happen no much how much i wish for it and want it so bad. So i what ever it is your looking for i hope you find it, if only that thing was me.

I miss you today, and am thinking of you loads. I think you changed because i loved you so damn much! you knew it and got bold! I want the old you back i was so happy

I miss you. Why have you done this to me? i can't move on! you were perfect, maybe i shouldn't have told you that it made you so bold! But when we were good we were amazing!

Another man kissed me tonight and you'll be pleased to know i hated it because it just wasn't you! I half expected you to be there but that is now more proof to me that you have moved on, your having a fab time with friends or even with another girl (this thought kills me). I've been nervous for weeks and you weren't there. I looked all night for you, where are you? what have you been doing. All questions i so desperately want an answer to and don't want to know because i know my heart will break even more!

Pathetic coward man! yes i was unwell but you didn't try you didn't give me the chance! after the countless times you told me you loved me the closeness i had with your family and you ripped it all away over night! I would've got better we we're engaged and booked to get married! i'm glad you didn't say in sickness and in health because you proved you can't take that. The reality hit and you sold me out to move on to your next emotional high! i used to be your drug you were addicted and then nothing. Your a shell of a man and i hope one day you realise exactly what you have done. You've destroyed a good person.

look what you left! someone who loved you, cared deeply for your children and would've done anything for you and your family! all to hang around with your emo friend who's obsessed with you and a girl that will never want you because she's taken! Well what ever it is your looking for your not gonna find if what i gave wasn't good enough! Why tell me and i quote your 'immensely' in love with me, you've never been so happy! people in the past controlled you and i loved you for who you are and i'm a breath of fresh air! ha ha ha you good actor aren't you! I hope what you've done to me happens to you! oh actually it's been done to you and you still treated me like that selfish SELFISH!!!!!!!!!! And since the split you keep telling me people are involving themselves in your life when your a grown man with 2 kids AND you didn't lift one finger to help me cancel the wedding thats it remember when you got down on one knee said how happy you were n cried when i said yes?? ring any bells then we booked to get married on my BIRTHDAY! and you leave me over night no answer yes thats really grown up and responsible isn't it!