Get over him..

S, You were right all along, P was bad for me and hurt me terribly. I am writing this to say I am very sorry for I did to you. I left you for P and I now know what its like to hurt so badly you can't breath. I don't regret not picking you because i believe that we weren't meant to be together but lately since P left me I have been feeling bad for how i treated you and what I did to you. I am desperate to email this to you but I know you wont speak to me. I just wanted to tell you that I hope your happy and getting along just fine. all you ever did was care for me and love me terribly and I destroyed you just like P has done to me. Guess this is karma for you. Good luck, take care and be happy! xox

I never wanted this. It will be three months tomorrow that you left me and I thought I would be in a better place by this time but I'm not. I still miss you every single day, I wonder what your doing and if your happy. I am so sick of pretending that I'm happy. I really want to meet someone new just to feel normal again but thats not fair on them. I don't want to use someone to fill the void you left in my heart just like you did. Meeting someone new a week after leaving me is low. Was I that easy to move on from? I am coming home this weekend and I am dreading the thought that I might see you around. I just want to forget you were ever there! I hate you with all my heart!! ](*,)

I hate you for what you have put me through!! You have the neve to leave me and tell me your unhappy - did I hit you, swear at you, call you names, never say anything nice to you, not support you, make you cry, cheat on you, ditch you for my friends every weekend, take money from you, lie..... NO but you did and more. You are a joke my friend and I'm much better off without you. I would rather be lonely then spend another second with you.

Feeling really low today! I am missing you so much today and I wish I didn't love you. I know you have a new girlfriend and you have probably told her you love her by now and forgot all about me. I hope she makes you happy because I clearly wasn't able to do that! I really wanted to try and make this work but you were not interested. I would have done anything to of made it work and I think you know that! You were my first and only love and I wish each day that you would come back to me. I love you always Paul! xoxoxo

I really like your strength. I hope you are able to stay strong. Take care xox

Really missing you today and I am annoyed at myself for it. I should be looking forward to my new life in London but all I can think of it you today! Broke my heart last night to pack away all the things you bought me when you loved me. I can't bear to throw them away but I can't look at them any longer! I wish you would come back to me. I still love you!

I'm actually feeling ok today! Its been a long two months without you but I am finally seeing the light! I am desperate to move on but I will not do what you did and jump on the first person that gave you a bit of attention. Although you left me, I know you still cared for me and to be honest you know and so does everyone you made a huge mistake leaving me. I hope this thought keeps you awake at night. I have done the decent thing and grieved for this relationship and can hold my head up high and know that when I find someone new it wont be out of desperation to fill the hole I left but it will be because I really like them. You are a sad individual who will never amount to anything. You had no drive to succeed and made no attempt to improve your job situation. Sadly Alan Suger will not turn up at your door to offer you a 100k per year job but guess what - he will offer me one! Because i'm off to London next week to start my new job and new life without you. Sayonara you little tw@t!

Friday's are hard! Friday night used to be our night and I miss them so much - I miss you so much. All I can imagine is you with your new gf when i'm alone! I try to go out and enjoy myself but im still struggling after two months! Why did you do this? Things weren't that bad were they? Why couldn't you have even tried to work this out? You just saw hard work and ran....you are a child and its about time you grow up and be a man. I can't wait to move on and find someone new and you disappear. I don't even want you as a memory. :sad:

I am reading your story is disbelief! I can't believe how similar my relationship was to yours!! He always blamed his ex's for the problems, his friends were worshipped and I and his mother were treated like crap! I think the way he treats his mother will be the way he treats you one day! The night he told me he didn't want to be with me was my friends birthday night out and I had to endure everyone coming up to me and telling me how wonderful he was a how they wish thier boyfriends were like him! He worried about everyone else except me and I put up with it. He took money off me to buy his friends daughter a bday present and got me nothing! I know it may not feel like it just now but you will be fine. You don't need a man like that in your life. You will find someone who deserves you. Now I just need to convince myself too! Take care xox

U sound like a really nice person. Good luck in all you do!

Having a bad day today. Was trying to clear away all the things you gave me and I couldn't do it. Broke my heart to throw away all the toys etc you gave me when we were happy. Really want to contact you just to tell you I still love you. I don't want a reply or anything because i don't think you will but I just want you to know! I can't get over you - I miss you every single day and when i do have good moments and i think i am going to be ok something reminds me of you and and I start to cry. Its been two months and I still check my phone in case you text me or call me! I wish you would come back to me. I can only blame myself although im not sure what I did wrong! I wish you would just disappear from my thoughts as if you were never there! I love you so much!

I am almost sad that you are finally fading! The hurt is less, I don't cry as much and I am actually bored of thinking about you. I am just back from a fantastic holiday and hardly thought about you and i was surprised. You were a terrible boyfriend and I can see that now. I have found it very theraputic deleting you competely from my life as if you were never there in the first place. Why should i waste anymore time thinking about someone like you - you told me you didn't want a relationship and you then got a new gf that weekend. You are a lying dog and you only wanted to be my friend so you wouldn't feel as bad! I hope someone hurts you as bad as you hurt me and then maybe you will realise! I hate you.......

You will never know how much you have hurt me. The day you decided that you wanted a break I didn't cry, the day you left me over the phone I didn't cry and I know that bothered you. I sometimes wonder if you would have stayed if i begged and pleaded with you to stay. I know that one day I will be proud of myself for not doing that. One day when I meet the man of my dreams I will be glad you dumped me!

The day before you left me you told me a I was special and would do well. You know what? You were right! I am special and i will make a success of my life. I will get over you and i will find someone who deserves me. You didn't! You were a terrible boyfriend. You were wonderful to everyone but me yet i forgave every slap, every name you called me and evertime you made me cry. In a way im glad you left me because I didn't have the balls to do it myself. Thats how much you brought me down - that i couldn't even leave someone who made me really unhappy! I am utterly devestated that you found someone new within a week of leaving me. Am I that easy to get over? I can't believe how much you have hurt me...... I hate you for making me feel like this but sadly I will love you for the rest of my life!

Dear Ex! I'm glad you left me! In the six weeks since you left I have been offered a fantastic promotion in the City, doubled my salary, lost a stone and a half and going on a fab holiday to Canada - leaving next week. I hope you and your rebound are happy and the antibiotics are making you feel crap (Yes I DO know about that) Nae luck and screw you!!