Iamarock

I miss you so much. I am proud of myself for actually sticking to NC for the last week, but why does it still have to hurt so much? I hate that I love you still. I wish that I could destroy all of our memories together Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind style. Do you obsess about me the same way that I obsess about you? Obviously not. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I am so scared that I will never find someone that makes me feel the way that you did when everything was still amazing. I don't want to cry anymore. You were the light of my life and now everything is so dark without you. Why did you have to hurt me the way that you did? I want to forgive you but I am not sure that I will ever be able to.