I hate you for how cowardly you treated this relationship that I worked so hard to keep. I felt like once you made up your mind you didn't need to inform me at all. There was no compromise for you and I hate you for that. I hate all the heartache I had over your illnesses and your stupid inability to not hurt yourself. I hate you understand me more than anyone else but still was so two-faced to me. I want to hate you so much