My Ex of 3.5 years broke up w/ me on 16th april, i beg and plead next day, back together and broke up w/ me again on 23rd. Last 6-months more the 3 mini BU.
This times I go NC for me. I quit running club which we go run together as a group.
Next day i drove by his house.
So i start again.
DAY-4
I think about him alot, this time i'm not going to beg anymore. He does not love me , eventhough i think it's over, I still wish he would come around.
Quitting running club is hard for me too. I've running w/ the club for 5 years. In general i feel a lot better than his BU before.