I had to calculate the dates. Not counting it anymore. I feel lot better than I did 2 months ago. NC has brought me back to feeling myself again. I'm almost the person I was when I met my ex but stronger and better. At this point I don't know if I even want her back anymore. My feelings for her are much distant than before. I'm certainly on the right path. I went on my first date last week and I didn't even think about her. Ha!
I think of her from time to time and it hurts less. I know for certain that I am able to stand on my own and be happy. Her actions of jumping into a rebound and listening to her friends will only hurt her worse in the end. I don't understand how you can walk away and not work things out. Oh well, good luck to her. 8 months left of residency and I'll be sitting pretty.
