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  1. I hate you i hate you i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!! Next time you want to "hang out" which always ends up in you using my beautiful body to please yourself, i will laugh in your face!!! I saw all those messages you were sending to all these different girls, you just need to be the center of peoples world dont you?? You dont know what love is, you just know how to act the part so you can get the attention and validation you are so desperate for.. YOU USED ME!!! AND I HATE YOU! just leave me alone
  2. Ugh im not sure if it counts as day 3... he called me last night and I ignored it. Then he called me again today and I actually picked up. He just had to tell me my electricity deposit money had come in the mail, since he changed the light bill to his name. I dont feel so bad though. Im not sure how he feels about me, but im feeling a bit better anyway.. Not nearly as bad as a week ago. Yay! progress! It helps me to not contact him when i think "by this time hes probably at least asked a girl for her number." Ive suddenly got lots of things going on... so i think im doing pretty good
  3. ok this time its for real!! ░Day 1░ He came over yesterday and was going for the hem of my dress within 10 minutes of being there. I am incredibly attracted to him but what a huge downgrade to go from most special girl in the world to him, to f-buddy. A part of me wants it because I DONT want a relationship right now.. but I also dont want to be wishing I had one with him. we have too much history for me to just see him like that. So I have made my descision. 1 month.
  4. please stop getting in touch with me. just disspear. i need to let go and everytime i see my phone light up I miss what we had and i think of you all night. wondering what you're doing, what you meant by whatever little tidbit you said, if you actually want to talk to me for a valid reason. But i know youre a grown up, if you wanted anything with me you would be with me. now you just ruined my day at work.
  5. wth?? why?! why did you make me break NC?? he called me, i didnt pick up. Then here comes the stupid part, since i already ignored the last text i didn't want to seem like a * * * * * : I sent him a text saying sorry i missed your call. whats up Him: nothing 5mins pass me: k.... no response after that.. WHAT??i just dont understand ](*,)
  6. M, we loved eachother so much we exhausted one another. You were so sweet to me and I was so sweet to you we had to be together all the time. For almost a year all we did was wake up together, spend the day together, and fall asleep in eachothers warmth, with few outside interruptions. A part of me will miss that so much, M, how tight we were. But when you told me that you couldn't wait to see me when I was all grown up it gave me hope, that I would be the first person you think of when you're ready for a girlfriend again, it helped me get through today. I really hope we can take this time to better ourselves.. We both need alot of help. We both have a long journey ahead of us and we cant put that away for eachother anymore. Remember that intervention episode where those two anorexic twins would ONLY wanna spend time with eachother, but at the same time they fought like cats and dogs... while STILL following eachother room to room, and clinging on to eachother? We laughed at their craziness, but thats us M. Remember how the twins went to seprate rehabs in the end? Thats what we gotta do. We have to find our own way and be healthy and happy, learn to always keep our friends close, before we can spend the rest of our lives together. I love you so much, really I always will. and I dont think anyone has ever loved me as much as you. Please find me again one day..
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