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doiiiieeezie

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doiiiieeezie last won the day on September 27 2010

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  1. Day 1 for me. Losing your best friend is one of the hardest things that can happen, especially when they know your secrets and inner core. Time in all ways is a healer and I know that in different circumstances this would be the person i could have grown old with, through romance or friendship. However, he belongs to another whether he wants to believe or not, and I can't sit by knowing that he's lying to both of us. I'm not doing this for anyone else but me, because I deserve so much better.
  2. So two days ago you contacted me and pretty much the same thing happened once again, but the intent to hurt me did not come the way you wanted it to. Is it because that I pointed out the truth and your ego stung? You were very much ready to show off the gf you claim to be with yet the signs show otherwise. Regardless, it really is a shame that I am done because I did see your name being dragged around in the mud today by someone that you call your friend. Will I ignore what I promised myself just to show you reality? No, I will walk on. Life is too short to be surrounded by drama and negativity , and I honestly don't want to repeat the same old again and again. I wish you all the love in the world.
  3. Goodnight, I hope you are sleeping well. Give toby some kisses for me.
  4. One of the veterans here... your old posts were great. Congrats on getting back together with the girl!
  5. We just had a deep conversation, and I am confuzzled. Yes, I stepped back and went into logical mode, but now the emotions are hitting. I really just don't know what to say.
  6. So after a long weekend of frustration and conversation, you and I seemed to be getting on the right path again, or so I thought. We did keep things open, and you mentioned that you want to live. I'm setting you free, that's what people who love each other do when they seek another path. However, let's not fool ourselves, are you really looking for something different? Do you really think that spending time with me and texting me all night then changing around a certain profile of yours to reflect what you are looking for would go over well? Your description is me. You are looking for me, but alas you will not reach out for me. The funny thing is that I know you are playing me in some aspect, and I'm only feeding you to keep this going. However, life is about to take a drastic change in my neck of the woods, and when it does things will be different. I am growing stronger, I will stand taller and I know that who I am as a person will improve through time and reflection. I'm not doing this for you, it's simply about me now. You may realize that I am the person, you may not. However, if you do come back later, I may not be there. The door will be closed. As much as I love and care for you, this game needs to end. I'm no longer your pawn.
  7. LOL of course... drama sells. On the other side (real life).. i was talking to one of my best friends who is in the process of reconciling with her first love. They have gotten together and broken up so many times that I have lost track. This time, it seems real. They have been in NC/LC for 2 years now.
  8. I forgot to tell this story in the midst of my own drama... A friend of mine and her husband dated on and off for years, where she would be unsure of if he was the one. Then she moved states away from him, and ceased contact. She dated others while he still pined for her in their hometown. She moved back home after not feeling it and they got back together shortly after. They've been married for 5 years now.
  9. Never listen to the numbers, because they speak in infinite, not in emotion. Every relationship dynamic is different, and you have to look at your own situation at hand. If it is over, then it is over... but people break up and reconcile all teh time. If you stick to one plan only that is not designed for you, then it will fail.
  10. You keep doing this to me! This time, I need to accept the reality. You claim to be my friend, offer nothing in terms of promises and then when I ask if the door is closed, you balk at me. When I tell you I need space, you don't understand why. I know it's over, and I feel like it is finally this time, but I just want to know this, why do you want to stay in touch with me?
  11. A million little pieces by James Frey. Conjured up or not, it is a great read so far.
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