felinex

Hi, I know that it's already been a month since you arrived here in my side of the world. Chasing after a new girl. I want to tell you that yes, i was disappointed when you didn't tell me but at the same time relieved that you didn't contact me because I really can't be your friend right now. My first reaction was, wow you broke up with me over the phone. I guess I had played it out in my head that if you do come here then you'd at least face me like a man and tell it to my face. Then again, its been a year since then... What is there to talk about really? I guess we were wrong about staying friends, cos I honestly can't be your friend right now. It's really not out of bitterness, but I just don't want to risk ripping out the stitches on my still healing heart. I know she's the one because she seems to be everything that you have been wishing for... I can't say I am not happy for you because even though we've been through some crazy times, I can't bring myself to be mean. She's a nice girl i'm told, and that's great.