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  1. wish_on_a_star
    DAY 27 and I ruined everything! I sent him email after email because I found out my ex was back in town (he said he would call me after a month when he is back to "talk") and I found out he celebrated his birthday in London and I just flipped, forgot about NC and emailed him straight away, no reply, feel like crap and don't know if its worth going back to NC
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    End of Day 26...how do I feel? Completely lost. I still have those exact same feelings for him and the last few days, I keep breaking down and crying. Everytime I walk down the road from work to my house, I remember how we used to walk on that same path, and now, our lives have taken two separate paths.It hurts so much, yet I have kept NC..and to make things worse, I have got the worst flu ever
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    DAY 23...getting better day by day. Today is his birthday, yet I have not sent a card or anything...hope I made the right decision because he did make it clear not to contact him..I feel so bad
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    Day 20 for me...wow I can't believe I got this far...ten more days before we talk again. although I shouldn't be concentrating on that, but on myself, however, I feel like I need to plan what to say to him when he calls, which he said he will, after one full month of NC...nearly there, with low expectations though, keeping hope..
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    Day 14, week 2, half way mark! I am so happy I finally got this far with NC, feels really good but the thought of him getting back in touch with me in 2 weeks or so is making me feel anxious...still got no idea how I will deal with it or what to say, but I will be well prepared, thanks to NC
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    Day 11...this second week hasn't been easy however I still maintained NC, beat my own record of 5 days so I am happy about that. The "what ifs" are still playing in the back of my mind though, anyone else wonder what will happen after they complete 30 days? Would you guys get back in touch with an ex if they said to you they would like to talk after that period of time, when things have cooled off?
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    I completely agree with you, it does get harder. I remember I gt him back quite easily the first time round, but the crying doesn't affect him now and even 5 months on from the break up, I still have a bit of hope. NC definitely puts you in control though and helps you think outside the box. I am now on day 10, and around day 30, my ex will contact me like he said, one month later, to see how we are both doing, "good or bad", don't know exactly what will come from it all, but yes, I do still love him but with NC, I think I will be much stronger the next time we do speak
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    okay only yesterday, I was acting all happy that it has been 1 week of NC, and here I am on day 8 feeling like total crap and missing him like anything, yet I am going to stay strong! But got a feeling week two may be a bit of a struggle..
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    One whole week of NC! I am so proud of myself and wow everyone was right, it does get easier, with little relapses here and there but overall, you should just stay focused on the ultimate goal!
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    Happily going on to day 4, already I notice the difference after months of speaking to my ex and going around in circles, I finally feel free. Off course I still love him and miss him alot, but I am definitely better than what I was before I started NC
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    I just read that, it really helped me understand that yes, maybe he has gone forever. I can't even tell my ex all of the things mentioned above about me not wanting to wait around, because he has now deactivated his email and I dont have his number, he lives abroad so there is no way I can get in touch with him, until he decides to..the only thing I can do is tell my own mind, that I have to let go of all hope
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    day 4, and I'm already getting those urges just to send him one email, its such a weird feeling but I just feel so empty whilst doing this NC thing...the worst part for me is, right before starting NC, my ex made it clear that in a few months, he wants us to talk again, see how we both feel and whether at that point, it will be worth saving our relationship, so these two months of NC is going to make me SO restless!
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    Only day 3..minutes seem like hours, hours seem like days, and days seem like years...will it get any easier? the pain is unbearable
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    Ok well here it goes, NC-Day 1...I have a feeling this is going to be so hard
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