caligirl98
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In 4 months the most NC i have done is 2 weeks (twice). Ugh. So frustrating. My ex has broken up with the new gf about 5 times. It makes me feel better because I don't think they will last but at the same time, I shouldn't care!! I know i have to be strong because I don't deserve to have someone be wishy washy with me and constantly change their mind. It's so hard for me to do NC. I don't contact my ex AT ALL. But with my ex trying to contact me a couple times a week it really sucks Today is Day 0....again.
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today WAS day 13 of NC. my ex made a new email address to email me(i had all the others blocked). she said she really really needed to talk to me. i had my sister be the middle man and text her because i didn't want to break NC. turns out her dad has cancer. i replied back to her email and was short and to the point. she replied back saying she wishes i could call her but understands why i won't..and that she doesn't deserve me calling her. grrr!!! i'm left feeling sad for her and her dad, lost, and sad about the breakup still. i really want to talk to her because obviously i miss her (wish i didn't) but also because.. come on...one of your parents getting cancer is really bad. that's way more important that me trying to get over this breakup. i don't know what to do
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day 10 of NC. i'm in the double digits!!! my ex (who is with someone new and happy with them) continues to call me every 3 or 4 days....freaking selfish (&*$%*(&$. I don't pick up and have no idea what they want.
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I feel the same way. I try to optimistic. I try to be mad at my ex to get over them. I try to keep busy. Then all of a sudden something stupid comes to my head and I realize I'm still in love with them and it hurts. I want to fall out of love so badly.
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Today is day 5. I'm starting to go from sad to mad with the breakup. Do i still want my ex back? yes...but they are starting to really p*ss me off!!!! She has completely moved on with someone new, agreed to NC but never sticks to it!!!! She called me today at work and left a vm saying she had to talk to me and it was very important. She called later on in the day too but didn't leave any messages. I THINK she is just being selfish and wants to keep me hanging on. If it was truly that important she would actually tell me whats going on in the voicemail, right? Or contact a mutual friend who would then contact me? What do you guys think?
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Day 5. Had awful dreams. I hear "what hurts the most" on the way to work this morning and it makes me way sad. I get to work and I have a voicemail...from my ex! Saying she needs to talk..it's very important etc. She will call back in a couple hours. I can tell by her voice it's not that she wants me back. I am NOT picking up. I am sticking to NC!!!
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This work if your ex is as mature as you are. If I replied back to a "hey how are you?" it would not stop there. They would probably start messing with my head again. Friday my ex said she was happy in her new relationship and doesn't see us getting back together. I told her I would like to do NC and not talk for a while. She completely agreed....yesterday she called. * * * ! But I didn't pick up so that still means I'm on NC day 4, right?