today WAS day 13 of NC. my ex made a new email address to email me(i had all the others blocked). she said she really really needed to talk to me. i had my sister be the middle man and text her because i didn't want to break NC. turns out her dad has cancer. i replied back to her email and was short and to the point. she replied back saying she wishes i could call her but understands why i won't..and that she doesn't deserve me calling her. grrr!!!
i'm left feeling sad for her and her dad, lost, and sad about the breakup still. i really want to talk to her because obviously i miss her (wish i didn't) but also because.. come on...one of your parents getting cancer is really bad. that's way more important that me trying to get over this breakup.
i don't know what to do