Just_a_girl

I love this guy A LOT but it's ironic cause I haven't talk to him for a very LONG time. But everytime I see him I like him even more. It's not physically cause he's not very attractive but for me he is, I think I see him HOT cause I'm in love. It's weird cause all my friends say he's UGLY! but for me he isnt! It's that I like him cause I love his style and the way looks at me. He used to be in my school and I saw him eveyrwhere and everyday I was like "I'm going to talk to him" but I enevr did and now he's not in my school cause he was kicked out. Now I see him like every 15 days. It help me cause It can get me get over him but when I see him again I love him again. I don't talk to him but everytime we see each other in party or whatever he looks at me and I look at him. I try to show him I'm interested in him but when he looks at me I act as I didn't care I act so indifferent, that maybe if he's in the same position as I am probably he'll think I'm NOT interested at him at all. I think he's interested in me cause he's always staring at me, I pass beside him and he looks at me all the way. Like for example yesturday I was in this party and I went out side and I saw one of my best girlfriend and I call her and my crush was walking the other way and he torn his head around to see who called and he saw me and he stopped, he torn around and stayed still staring at me like for a while and when he noticed my friend was laughing at him, he left. I always try that when he looks at me I'll look at him and smile at him or something but no. I can't. I get so nervous that I act indifferent. What Can I do to show him I'm interested but not to talk to him cause you'll tell me "talk to him" but I'm sure I won't.. I'm very shy so I can't. Like next saturday I'll see him for sure. Or probably today, What should I do?

Hello. I need someone to tell me what to do cause I have no idea what to do. I'm dying here! Ok. I'm so damn in love with a guy which I haven't talk in two years. I hung out with him like for one year but we were only friends but I learned to love him, even though I didn't admitt I loved him. I "dumped" him cause people were saying I had a crush on him which I didn't in that time, but who am I kidding? I did like him, not too much, but enough. Well, I haven't talk to him since then. Somehow I feel he hates me or feels anything for me or something cause he stares at me all the time in school. There's always like eye contact between him and me but I always break up the eye contact. I act completley indiffrent when he's around, like if I didn't care he was and somehow I feel he gets the feeling that I am happy without him. but really I'm not cause I love him. When he sees me he likes to call for attention. I always feel him staring at me but sometimes he acts indifferent just like I do sometimes and I feel he doesn't feel anything for me but sometimes I feel he wants to talk to me. I would talk to him but I'm extremely shy and he is too. The worst of my sad story is that, I used to like school for him, cause I always get to see him. He was my reason to go to school cause I love staring him. But now he had been kicked out of school. and you have no idea of how much it hurt to know I won't be able to see him in school. I have no idea of what to do. Sometimes I think God send me this messages for me not to feel anything more for him but everytime I say I wanna get over him I turn around my head and he is there. Like today, I had like 3 days without seen him and I just saw him. He looked at me, there was some eye contact for like 1 second but like usual I have to turn my head around. damn. What should I do? I'm dying here.

I was in love with a guy for almost 1 year and he was supposley to be in love with me. We didn't go out cause he lives in Canada anbd I live somewhre else, so distance was our main problem. We used to talk a lot in MSN and he sometimes called me on the phone and we talked. He always was telling me sweet things and he always ask my friends for me. We used to meet every December cause my whole family knows his family and we spend christmas together. He evn told my grandmother he was going to get married with me cause he loved me very much. I'm 15 and he's 18 and we used to love each other a lot. But today I found out he had a girlfriend but if he said he loved me so much and he told that to my friends why did he did this to me? I never told him I loved him but I always sent him indirects about it. He told one friend of mine that he loved his girlfriend and he told one of my friends he still loved me but it couldn't work cause of the distance. Does he still loves me or he just want to have me there suffering for him? Is he using his gf to forget about me? WHAT SHOULD i DO? HELP!!!

Thanks for answering! He is always with his friends. He's 2 grades above me and I only get to see him one lunch time and dismissal. I dont' see him alone often. And If he was alone, I knowing myself, knowing my shyness, I know I'lll not talk to him. That's mainly my problem. My shyness. If I wasn't this shy I would have talk to him ages ago. I hate my shyness In dismissal I get to see him a lot cause he lives near me. He moved last week to a house near mine but none of that time we've left together. If ever catch him, i mean If I ever leave at the same time he does, that's a good cahnce to talk to him. But what should I talk about when 1 year had passed and I haven't talk to him for so long?

I'm in love with a guy for already like 8 months… but the problem is that we don't talk. We used to be friends for 1 year, but then I totally "dumped" him because people in my school started to say I liked him which I didn't but anyway I "dumped" him. I didn't tell him anything, I just went away when he sat beside me and things like that. 1 Year had passed and I haven't talk to him, because I'm really shy. I'm afraid he rejects me or hurts me. And he doesn't talk to me either. But he is always staring at me. My friends say he wants to talk to me or he likes me cause of the way he always looks at me. There are just 2 reasons why he doesn't talk to me---- 1. He is to damn shy to talk to me, or 2. I don't interest him at all. But if it's #2 then why does he stares at me all the time?

Hey! Thanks for replying! I thought no one would. Well Ethan.. he isn't the typical player I mean well.. um, the point is that he isn't that bad or evil.. lol, he isn't A PLAYER he is just a jerk with too damn proud that he doesn't talk to me, like why the hell doesn't he talk to me? What I'm saying is that Ethan is just a guy who doesn't trust in him, he isn't himself always, he cares too damn much about what would people say if he does something. I mean if he looks at me in the hallway and always like get nervous and keep staring at me when I walk beside him, why doesn't he just talk to me? Is it just proud? is it because he is shy? or is it because he thinks I hate him? or what? Well Andrew.. I know I can't have anything with Andrew, even though something is going on between both of us. I mean he loves staring at me, he stares at me always. Like I'm always thinking about my sister and everytime I'm with him I call my sister so she can talk to him but he hates that! he's always like "why do you always have to call your sister? why can't you just stay with me alone?". He's always like bothering me cause he knows sometimes he annoys me and he loves when I get all like "Leave me alone dude!". But sometimes he acts like he didn't care about me. So when that happens I just ignore him, I mean, I stop looking at him and talking to him, I mean if he asks me something, I'll answer him but I won't have the whole coversation I always do. I don't do that cause I get mad or anything is just that I don't wanna sound that I care for him, that I wanna talk to him. I don't want him to think I feel something for him so I do what he does to me sometime like seem careless. And after some days he talks to me and says like "you've forgotten about me, you don't wanna talk to me anymore, huh? what did I did?".. my question is WHAT DOES HE FEELS FOR ME? To tell you the truth, I don't want another friend I mean I love being friends with both of them but I want to have a boyfriend and I know that if I do something with one of this guys it would work. but the question is WHAT SHOULD I DO?

This is kinda long: I'm confused! I've had a crush on a guy for almost 1 year already. His name is Ethan. He used to be my guy friend, we were very close, I mean, he took me by the hand and we talked a lot, and like every weekend he always went to my house to visit me and in school he sat with me and my friends and talked to me. I didn't like him when I was that close to him but I'm not sure if he did liked me. I stopped hanging out with him cause people started to say I liked him which wasn't true at the moment. Now, he doesn't talk to me at least I'm very shy to talk to him again. I know we were friends and everything but now I'm scared of talking him, scared of rejection cause he's always been popular and very proud and his friends are like so much bad influence and I don't really know why I have a crush on him cause he' totally a player. But I mean in the hallways on school every time I'm walking by and he is our eyes lock and everything and every time I pass beside him or anything he gets nervous cause he sees me and he looks at the floor and looks at me again and he touches his hair and I see him nervous but we don't talk to each other is like he's shy and I'm shy. And I don't know what to do cause I'm very damn shy and I'm not capable of talking to him. Now I'm confused cause well, I've a crush on Ethan for almost 1 year but the entire 1 year I haven't talk to him. Now the point of all of this is My best friend's Brother, Andrew. Ok, I'm very confused cause lately I'm not thinking much about Ethan, I'm thinking very much on Andrew and it's like impossible cause Andrew is 5 months younger than me, his sister is my best friend and my sister has a crush on him. I don't know what to do but like he does talk to me and when I'm with him he makes me feel good and everything he does is wow for me, I even slept in his same bed with him but nothing happened, and like I was so nervous and like not-feeling-good cause like that guy was sleeping just beside me that I only slept like 2 hours. I'm crazy or something but I always think he has a crush on me, I mean, he always likes to bother me and from all his sister's friend I'm the only one he talks to more and talks to me on school, he looks for me on the hallways and talks to me every time. He always smile at me in the hallways and when I pass beside him he looks at me and just ignore what he's doing. And I can't tell him this cause I'm not so sure of what I feel for him and like I gotta think about my sister and my best friend. And like Im very shy. But, when I see Ethan I forget about Andrew but when I see Andrew I forget about Ethan. The worst of all is that I Haven't seen Ethan since the last day of School and I'm on vacations and well you know, Andrew and his family is also on vacation exactly in the place I am. And Yeah, I had seen him. I don't know what to do, please help me, anyone. I need help cause I can't tell anything of this to a friend.