philove
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Well done ScorpiGal That will make it 61 days for me then I feel so much better now than I did 30 days ago and my outlook in life is much more positive. It's funny the last time I was in contact with my ex feels like yesterday, I have no idea what she's doing and to be honest I prefer to keep it that way. I will soon stop counting the days too, in order to move on I have to. All the best everyone, if I can reach 61 days of NC, anyone can!
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Well done Cat The days roll by from now on
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I'm sure our exes think of us too. Grief is a strange thing, one minute you can feel on top of the world and then it shows it's ugly face and hits us again. The important thing is to live and feel these emotions, they hit us for a reason. It's the first time in 2 weeks it hit me so that must be a sign that I am finally letting go (I hope!)
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Day 54 I had a little relapse last night and I didn't feel 100% this morning. I am consumed by thoughts of whether or not she still thinks about me. She probably doesn't but either way I shouldn't let it bother me. Ok, what do I get when I reach 60 days?!
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Day 50 I think! I thought I would post up here because I had a strange dream about my ex last night. I dreamt I typed her name into Facebook and I viewed her friends list. I noticed she had lost about 200 friends (she has around 500 on there) and I did a search for her ex boyfriend's name to see whether she had added him. He wasn't on there but another guy was. I clicked on his profile and he was in a relationship with my ex The strange thing is I remember what his name was, I remember exactly what he looked like and he appeared to be from New Zealand (My ex is going to Australia this year) What a very strange dream! I would just like to say I haven't looked at her Facebook for over 50 days now. Apart from that i'm doing great, I got a few looks and smiles at the gym last night which certainly helps Bring on day 60!!
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Well done hesnotworthit, that's great you are gaining independence again
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Day - 44 I haven't posted in here for a while so I thought should. Has anyone else noticed how fast NC goes after you reach 30 days?! Wow it's absolutely flown past for me which I guess is definitely a good thing. As much as I hate to admit it i'm alittle bit surprised and somewhat dissappointed my ex hasn't tried to make contact with me but I have to keep reminding myself what happened last time when she did so I shouldn't really hope for it. As some of you may have seen, I reached an all time low this Tuesday. I was really fed up and frustrated with myself for not making any progress but thanks to all the great help and support from ENA I have been making some drastic changes I have quit smoking and I have started cycling again every night Do I still think about my ex? Yes but not half as much as I use to, I still get the occasional painful memory that pops into my head during the day but I don't linger on it anymore. Overall I feel good and I feel like I am really making changes for the better now
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I know how tough it can be at first but stick at it and reap the benefits You will definitely feel better after 30 days of NC and your kids are probably the perfect distraction!
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I would hate to think what state I would be in now if it wasn't for ENA
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No problem, we are all here to help each other
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That's a really good attitude to have
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You can do it if you really want it I sometimes believe breakups can be blessings in disguise.
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Day 38 I'm trying hard to regain my lost self esteem and confidence. So I have been doing some clothes shopping in preparation for the summer. I have been analysing myself and I have realised I have so many good qualities, I just need to work on some personal issues I have. I'm really determined to use this breakup as a way of turning my life around. There are lots of things I am unhappy about in my life that I know I can change with a little bit of determination. This time next year, I want to be living in a different place, I want to have new circle of friends and most importantly I want to be happy. I know I can do it and I will use my breakup as the driving force.