again

First day posting here but day 2 of NC. Not so bad right now, but probably only because I keep expecting him to call. I tell myself "if he doesn't call by Sunday, then you know it is over." and then I start counting down the hours until then. The sad part is that my heart still really believes that he will call, even though my brain knows better. I haven't gone to his myspace of facebook page, but I can't stop checking my email every half hour in case he has sent me something.