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  1. Hi BrokenheartUK, My ex's boy friend has come to the city a week back. He will be here for another 2 months. I get the same feeling of bumping into her and her boyfriend when i go out. I avoid staying in the city, i go for trekking to some far place in the weekends, so that i don't get this feeling. I hate to go out. When i see any couple, i think its my ex and him, I have this strange feeling. Hope in 2 months i will be alrigt. Otherwise its 28th day NC.
  2. Hi folks, Hope everyone doing good in their NC. I realized as time goes things changes. I'm listening to an awesome song, which makes me happy. I sometimes forget my ex for 3 or 4 hours. I think i'm on the road to recovery. I don't know what's happening in her life. I'm single and happy now. Wish everyone here good luck in their NC. Nothing but time works !! Keep going strong
  3. It happened to me many times. My ex broke up with me thrice in last 5 months. She suddenly did things that made me angry, like not attending calls, not replying to my mails. I started fighting, then she said she was busy and i behaved immaturely. I thougth it was my fault and used to beg and ask sorry. But the truth was she wants to dump me, She used that reason and others for breaking up. Good i knew the truth, it hurts. Day 23 going good !
  4. Yeah, all my hard work will go in vain if i call. I will stick to NC. Weekdays keeps me busy with work and people around me. Weekends kills me. But during first few days in work place, i found myself difficult to concentrate on work.. Then i found it easy. Guess i will find some ways to keep myself busy during weekends. NC is for me to heal.
  5. Hi all, My ex's boyfriend is coming to see her this weekend. He is coming on a holiday from a far place. im so worried and tensed. I'm thinking where they would go out, what they would do. This feeling kills me. Just want to call and ask whats happening. Its been 19 days since i spoke to her. 10 days since i checked her profile. But today i cudn resist. I just checked whats she is upto. I didn't feel bad, but still wondering why i did it. Hope i don't break my NC. Please help !!!
  6. Yeah its true. Nights are the toughest for me, because i used to call her daily. I had a tough time yesterday night. Though it is more than two weeks of NC. Last two weeks i was expecting her call and message, cos she had to give me some money. She transfered the money on monday. So everything is over now. I don't expect her to come back, i have accepted that she is gone for ever.. Had beer and was listening to some rock songs yesterday night. I usually do this when i'm happy. But yesterday i forced myself. I felt better. Hope the pain in my heart fades away...
  7. I'm feeling very sad today. Cos tomorrow she might have plans to meet me to give me some money i decided not to go and meet, but i want to see her. I feel like breaking NC, just be friend with her. But she has hurt me a lot, told lot of lies. Moreover tmro is V day, i feel lonely. Going mad !! please HELP.
  8. Ok.. but don't get confused. Stick to NC. Let she realise completely that she has made a mistake. She has just given a thought. If you go back, she will change again.
  9. Yeah i only answered to her questions. I didn't ask her to call me also. So i think 3rd day of NC going strong
  10. She messaged me today asking my bank details. I repiled to that message giving my account details. Immediately she replied "Can i call you ?". I was confused. I asked whether she has any trouble in transfering the money. she replied saying she will deposit on saturday. I said ok I felt really happy. I gave least importance to her. Hope she doesnt call me to meet on saturday. I will ask my friend to collect the money if she says so. Is this breaking NC ?
  11. I just woke up today morning thinking about her. But i told myself i can live without her. I was thinking the days when i used to single and happy. I remembered me, before meeting my ex. I felt happy and slept for 2 more hours , So Day 2 started well.
  12. Nice to that BrokenheartUK. She must be confused and worried how you are continuing your NC. It is for your good. Keep going and be strong.
  13. s Even i feel this is the best and easy way to forget our ex.. But we shud be careful not to get hurt again. We should learn from past relationship what went wrong, and try not to repeat the same mistakes.
  14. Day 1 ended. My ex messaged me saying she wants to return my money back. I politely replied ok. In the evening i felt very low, called couple of friends and spoke. I felt really bad, but still managed to smile. Im able to imagine a life without her.. But still miss her n love her. I stopped checking her profile in networking site. Im happy about that.
  15. I just replied "ok" to her message. I have asked my friend to go and collect it, if she calls and asks me to meet her. I decided not to meet her in any case.
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